My love.

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2007-09-18T15:15:00.000+08:00

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Lovely Girl's 17th Birthday!

2007-09-15T09:22:00.000+08:00

well, yesterday work was fine and Evelyn visited with her boy. (: it was fun actually. working with IDIOT and this shows that we fought all the waaayyy.. Idiot is still idiot. always bully me. IDIOT. but, the place of joy can always cast my troubles away. (: but, ~~为什么是他，而不是你？~~Idiot always make me furious lah. duhh! however, Joy is all i found there. (:

hmm.. Today's Evelyn's 17th Birthday. (: of course, we're celebrating! (: and, truely hope that she'll love the little gift from us! (: wheeeee~

and.. i pray that Jesus can bless me FINANCIALLY! im kind of broke! ):

anyway,

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, EVELYN TAN YU JUN!
you're 17! (: and soon, you'll be 18, then 19 then 20, then 60. hahah! (: im sure by then, we'll be enjoying our life with high teas and be a high class "taiTai"! (: and of course, we'll still be friends forever. no matter what happends, i'll still be there, That's what friends are for! (: you're superb LOVED by me. *and your boy of course! (: stay pretty, beautiful princess (:

我会坚强。。

2007-09-14T13:50:00.000+08:00

我不哭。因为我是个大女孩了。
我告诉我自己，与其让自己不舒服，不如早点做个了断。

虽然我知道，我会是自己孤独的度过至一切。。可是我会坚强。

加油了，YunQi..

(: dun worry, i'm still the strongest, the bravest.
no worries, i'll be alright!

nothing had actually happened, but thoughts just filled me. i guess its the stupid PMS that resulted me. (: im fine, im truely fine. maybe after my menses, i'll be alright! and, im really good. (:

~~我不再哭了。。　(:~~

Premenstrual Syndrome. (PMS)

2007-09-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

Most women with premenstrual syndrome experience only a few of the problems. The most common symptoms are:

Weight gain from premenstrual water retention
Abdominal bloating
Breast tenderness
Stress or anxiety
Depression
Crying spells
Mood swings, irritability or anger
Appetite changes and food cravings
Trouble falling asleep (insomnia)
Joint or muscle pain
Headache
Fatigue (medical)
Acne
Swelling of Breasts
Trouble concentrating
Social withdrawal
Body temperature increase

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well, can see, im having PMS, and it become worst in the night especially. ):

went out with Mui to Sing Post for something and we almost finishing! (: Praise Lord. but when its almost done, i felt muscleache around my waist. ): it was terrible actually. hmm.. oh yah, results were out. i didn't score well.. ):

RealEstateBusiness : D+
FacilitiesOperation/M: C
EMaths1 : A
EffectiveCom: B
Auto Cads: B+
WriteOral: C
APel: Passed
GPA: 2.75 *sad*

Overall Passed.

but i deserved this lah. ha. i only study for the subject one day before the paper. lol. was glad that my Auto Cads can get B+ (: but disappointed for my writeoral. my presentation got A leh! then overall so bad. ):

never mind, no SUB paper for me! (:

oh yah, today work wasn't very good, due to my PMS`ing. LOL. and that idiot PMS`ing too. and the cramp came suddenly when we're doing closing. ): super painful. and i hate PMS. ):

My Wonderful Aunt, Ah Yi! ((:

2007-09-10T17:58:00.000+08:00

well, Praise Lord, Grandma discharged today. (: and that's why i went there to stay overnight yesterday.

Thank Lord, for my wonderful Aunt. (: before i fall asleep last night, i was talking to Aunt. i told her, how i despise my Brother, what happened last year, the incident when i ran out of the house in the middle of the night, i told her how He treat me treat Dad at home, how She treat US differently. well, im actually blessed with wonderful Aunt. we had great talk until 12 plus. (:

Luckily ive got her, ive got my friends, if not, i would have sucided. (: honestly, i did gave a thought to that. sometimes, i really feel tired and sick of everything. Everytime, they scold me, they pick on me, i really feel helpless. i wouldn't want to argue back, cuz i want peace. but, no worries people, im not silly. (:

when i told her that incident where i ran away, she said something, that i was SUPERBLY touched. she said, "Next time, come here, no matter how late, we'll bring you in, they might not want you, but i do. " OMG, with her around, how would i bare to leave? (:

She understands, she REALLY understands! (: i told her, im fine, cuz ive got a goal, 10 years later, i'll get married and off i go. (: but, i know, if my 2nd brother married an evil wife, and might leave her and dad, i'll definitely help.

and i told her, people will only start to treasure when you lose it. perhaps, when i married, she'll then start to treasure me. however, its not too late actually. (: well, let's juz wait for that day. (:

yesterday, the first thing that my grandma said when i visit her in the hospital was my 2nd brother's name. i pointed to my cousin, and asked her who he is, and she said, "JunHua, Ah Hua" *my 2nd brother's name. i felt shameful, really i felt awful. no matter what, he's my brother, and grandma still remember him. BUT WHERE WERE HE?

well, i believe, Life is like a mirror, how you treat others, it will reflect it on you. so, im not angry, cuz i know, he'll have his lesson learnt.

im blessed with wonderful, perfect Aunt, with lovingly Grandpa, with Awesome Friends. (: its okay for me not having good Home, but ive got them, its enough. (:

iHATEyou *pardon me with my sensored languages.

2007-09-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

seriously and honestly, i despise you. You're forever finding grudges with me. or perhaps, you think you're the King. but want to let you know, my God is the King, and you're just a piece of useless SHIT.

think dude, you claimed that you're so fillial, come on, freak, *talk to my ass*. ever since granny admitted to the hospital and ever since she almost leave us, WHERE WERE YOU? stuffing your head inside the toilet bowl looking for shit? you're so fillial, while im a retarded, schoolling, working, and visiting granny? even the not close relatives, even 2nd uncle went to the hospital. WHERE WERE YOU? i bet, granny won't remember having you as her grandson. i bet she've forgotten you.

You claimed that you're busy with your work. but WTH, you spent your time infront of the computer the whole day, like, WOW, you're SOOOOO hardworking eh? sorry, i seriously despise you.

you're 22 and honestly speaking you have no brain. or perhaps, 有头没脑，有脑生草。i know you might not want a happy family, peaceful family, but please, i WANT. LEARN HOW TO SPEAK PROPERLY! talk is not = to SHOUT. dumb ass. you shout, you're driving everyone's limit. you're making everyone frustrated. Idiot, you claim yourself 22 years old?

well, 2 years old you mean? but oh man, 2 years old baby are adorable, but you're juz a piece of smelly shit. don't ORDER me to work, im not your maid, im not your whoever freako. and i still dun understand, why SHE is bias towards you. the more you shout at me, the more i WON'T do anything.

you claimed that you understand me soooooooooo much. *oh man, like SHIT lah.* understand, *talk to my ass again, you shit.* whenever i heard this, "no body understand you like i do" i feel like puke`ing! yah, you understand my SHIT.

and i finally understand, why NO GIRLS is willing to go near you. You deserved this. and i truely believe, you have unbalance homones. you can't talk properly, each and everytime i heard you shouting. even talking to Papa.

sorry, i despise you.
sorry, iHATEyou.

Dear Lord, please shower him with wisdom, oh, maybe showering isn't enough for him. please Lord, please POUR him with wisdom, POUR him with maturity, POUR him with proper-speaking-attitude. please please cast his childishness away, please cast his cannot-stand-attitude away. Lord, please make him 开窍。。In JESUS almighty name, AMEN.

Tiring Day.

2007-09-08T00:08:00.000+08:00

went out with Astro and XiaoBai for SHOPPING! wheeeeeee~ but i ended up kenna bully by stupid astro. Kaos. we went Suntec, for both the Food Fair and Games Fair. well, not bad though (: went Marina Sq shop shop and back to suntec. whaaha! Not bad, we still can slack for 4 - 5 hours. HAHa.

went to the Place of Joy after tt. talk and talk to Siti about so many things and she never fail to make me gain my confidence for myself (: with her around, i know im not so bad. (: wheeeee~ thankYou, Lovely girl! (:

well, Joy seems far from me. ): sometimes, i must really understand those things. well, but who cares anyway? ): i seriously need Joy. i need Fun. i need Laughter. ): i seems to lose everyone. ): sigh..

Dear Lord, please bring Joy to me again. ): Lord, please make me feel You tomorrow. I seriously need to feel Your Love. ): In Jesus almighty Name, Amen!

Praise Lord!

2007-09-06T17:44:00.000+08:00

Grandma discharged today! Praise Lord, Praise Jesus! AMEN! Not only she came back to life, but she's recovering tremendously! Thank God, that my prayers were heard each and everytime. (:

i can't be bothered to blog yesterday because im hooked by doing something! (: and Praise Lord, ive completed! wheeee~ another thing to go. haha. this current one is more tough, more challenging! but i know, with Jesus around, whom shall i fear!? AMEN! (: i'll complete it on time and make it a wonderful one! Amen! wahaha!

Working yesterday was fine. (: facing my laptop the whole hour and *ahem, nvr really do my part yesterday. HAHA. sorry lah, Idiot.

i wanna go kbox! wheeeee. ive been waiting for dunno how long alr. and... who's willing to go together? waha! (:

Daddy, with You around, i rest. You'll complete all my job, and i will rest. (: i know, no matter how difficult it is, but with You around, i know i can complete it with wonderful works. (: Lord, I thank You, for hearing my prayers, for showing mercy to Granny. and Lord, there's one more thing in me. but i know, i shan't worry. (: wheeeee~ You sooo love me. In Jesus Name, Amen.

Thats What Friends Are For

And I never thought Id feel this way
And as far as Im concerned
Im glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin you can always count on me, for sure
Thats what friends are for
For good times and bad times
Ill be on your side forever more
Thats what friends are for

Well, you came and opened me,
And now theres so much more I see
And so, by the way, I thank you
Oh and then, for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and love
With the words thats comin from my heart
And then if you can remember,

Oh, keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin you can always count on me, for sure
Thats what friends are for
In good times, in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Thats what friends are for

EastCoastPark

2007-09-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

the trip to EastCoastPark was actually cancelled. but we last min decided to carry on. therefore, Astro, YuRen and I went there for cycling! wheeeee~

i shall let the pictures do the talking! (: wheeeeeeeeeeeee~

we went pool after that.

took some pictures, but its not with me.

wahah! (:

Yuren and i. we do look like big sister and little brother! lol! wahaha
okay, trying to be crazy.
US!
Astro and I.
WAHAH!

US again (: This two. i swear they took this themselves one.
HE, keep on look into his mirror! lol! and tidying up his hair. LOL!

okay, yuren trying to be stupid!

ME!

SOME RANDOM PICS!

Me with my surprised cake at NZN

two Jokers and I

AGAIn

My classmate, Badd and I

Friends, are my reasons of JOY

2007-09-03T10:54:00.000+08:00

Im blessed with wonderful people in my life.

well, it'll be a long post. ThankYou, my lovely hunks and babes. its a super nice 18th birthday. with laughter with smiles.

FooChow was LOL! they deco`ed me and made me stupid. LOL. but, thankYou, these Lovely Girls. HA.

yesterday, i met Evelyn, MinMin, JunPei, Crystal, YuRen, Jordan, SengYong and JianCong at Marina Bay MRT station. although it was very wahaha! but its super duper nice! i was the LIMELIGHT at the MRT station eh! haha. they forced me to wear a tiara and carry a worn*did i spelled correctly?* all the way to MarinaSouth for steamboat. waha.

and..... it was a nice one. we played bowl after dinner, and i lost both the matches. HA. okay okay, im lousy lah. LOL.

went Evelyn's house to sleepover. chat until 0330 and went to sleep. (: wheeee~

ThankYou,

Evelyn

MinMin

Jasmine

Astro

JianCong

YiXun

Crystal

JunPei

SengYong

YuRen

Alex

JiaWei

Valerie

Jordan

Christine

For Everything!

and, Those Warm Wishes, from Everyone. (: be it by sms`ing, msn`ing or Friendster Comments. (:

Lastly, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, MAKY!

*waiting for crystal to send me pics (:

Shall end this post NICELY with this video, done by my lovely hunks and babes!

im really touched. ThankYou.

Dear Lord, i Praise You, for bringing me wonderful people! Although i don't have good relationships at home, im Glad that i've my friends, they're the only people who make my world goes round. (: and Lord, i hope You heard my Birthday Prayers. i know im superbbbly blessed! In Jesus Almighty name, AMEN!

*my parents still insisted that ive got a boyfriend. -.-! oh man.

Sigh..

2007-09-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

i think, i won't want to reach home earlier than 2230 anymore. today, i stayed at home, and nvr go anywhere at night. as its a saturday, i did house chores. i vacummed the floor. well, efford at home will nvr pay off. as usual, he and she, nag and nag non stop at me. from the aircon, to the washing of dishes. its really F* up if they're like tt everyday. sigh.

childish people will forever be childish, bias people will forever be bias. she nvr think, who the hell rush home, juz to help her hold her groceries? and let go the chance of hanging out with friends? and when i told her my friends going to celebrate my birthday for me. and guess wad? she start to nag again. sometimes, i really wish to turn off my ear and juz do whatever i like.

when they nag, they won't think, will anything accumilate inside me. sigh.. they, themselves can argue with my dad, that the people who thought of sucide is not by a one time accident. is by accumilating. sighh.. aren't they afraid?

i earn extra for my own use, and they also complain. i really dunno wad to do. they're seriously driving me crazy.

Lovely Siti and FookGuan

2007-08-31T23:37:00.001+08:00

well, i had my first birthday cake for my 18th birthday hours ago. (:

all started from me, going down. and im dumb enough to not to realise that the two lovely angels discuss about it. and im also dumb to believe that they wanted to close shop sooooo early because siti got to accompany her sister alone at home. waha!

when siti is closing the shutter, FookGuan says he needs the toilet. but i saw him walking downstairs. and i thought, maybe he prefer the toilet downstairs. HAHA. then, when siti knows that he's gone, can see that she was shocked. waha. when im serving ice cream to our neighbour, siti says she needs the toilet and she went off. after very long time, i felt werid. haha. but before i drop into any conclusion, the two lovely angels came back with lighted candles on a lovely cake. (:

you two, wahha! (: thankyou! and you two really made my day! (: this shop is superb full of Joy. Siti, ThankYOU! and i LOVE you! my super best friend! *pssssss. my first malay close friend! wheeeeeeeeeeee! you never fail to listen to my rant, and even share my joy. my lovely girl, thankyou!

TAYFOOKGUAN, honestly, i hate goodbyes.. ): still hope you'll change your mind and stay abit longer. and thankyou, you forever bringing joy into the shop. even if when we fought, you're still as silly and funny. i'll forever use the 二指神功. wahaha. (: wheeeeeeeee!

ThankYou, TayFookGuan and Siti Noryazzima! (: you two will forever be my reason of Joy! (:

Holidays are here

2007-08-31T17:22:00.000+08:00

well, today ends the semester one. and i SHOULD go to the hospital today.. but my mom wants me to buy groceries, there for, she says, NO NEED TO GO EVERYDAY. im utterly disappointed anyway. sigh.. is groceries sooo much important than beloved grandma? sigh.. dun wait till we can't do anything, but regret. sooooooooo diasppointed.

anyway, i went back to mjr this afternoon, after my exam.. saw majority of the teachers. and met most of the 5A people. well, can see that they're still the same, and fine. (: in the end, Wenbin,Timothy, Yixun, Calvin, KherMeng and i went to disturb Ms Ng and Ms Tan. this two teachers machiam our friends. haha. but they're nice though. wheeeee. wahaha. Poor Ms Ng, kenna bullied by me all the while.

and guess wad? in the end, Wenbin, Calvin, Timothy, YiXun and i went bugis with MsNG and MsTan for lunch. (: crap, and brought back many many memories. that was then.. whenever wenbin, timo, jas and i were talking at that corner, MsNg*kimberly will definitely glare at us. and we'll stop, but for only 5 mins. HAHA. that was then. then i realised, its almost a year that ive graduated from mjr.

oh yah, not forgetting, we*timo,wenbin,yixun and i went to talk to MrsTay. (: haha. nice nicenice. (:

I ALMOST WATCH DEAD SILENCE WITH THEM TODAY! *phew!

Daddy, i still hope for miracles to happen. i know, she'll recover! in Jesus Almighty Name, AMEN.

As promised,
THANKYOU ASTRO, YOU DID CHEER ME UP! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee~

HAPPY 27th BIRTHDAY, my Lovely BROTHER! (:

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

Her Heartbeat Stopped.

2007-08-30T22:34:00.000+08:00

and doctor saved her. but she's not very well though. and doctor told us to get prepared. no, i can't take it Lord. i don't want her to leave. please, please bless her Lord. she's so dear to me. i can't take it if she's really gone forever.

i was jogging this evening, and gotten the news from my dad when i reached home. bathe, and took cab down to the hospital. she's with oxygen thingy. during shower, i prayed to God. i prayed and prayed, juz to realised, emotion controlled me. haha. and even now. the more i talk about it, the more sad and the more tears i flow. even in cab. i tried to hold. but they juz flow.

i tried to control on the way up to the ward. when i saw her, she looks fine. and i saw my 2nd uncle. he hasn't been home for 10 years. and now i saw him. (: anyway, doctor said, she might recover, and might go. all we can do now is PRAY, PRAY and PRAY.

thanks Astro, you did cheered me up.
thanks Amy, for the super caring voice.

Dear Lord, i dun wish for anything for this 18th birthday, but her health. Lord, You know she can't leave us. and i DON'T want her to go. she must see me getting married or see my future baby boy. She will overcome this super low period. She will stand up and her legs need not amplutate. In Lord I trust, In Jesus Almighty Name, Amen...

ONEmorePAPER, threeMOREdays! Geeeeeeee!

2007-08-30T14:30:00.000+08:00

greatly, im a good girl today. i stayed at home to study and mug for my last paper tomorrow. (: honestly, tomorrow's paper is the most no-confidence one. SIAN. and, majority of my lovely ones end today. that also explains why i can't go back to MJR tml. SIAN. i start at 0930 and ends at 1130. STUPID.

but..... my classmates are celebrating my birthday tml after exam. i mean in the evening. wheeeeeeee~ finally got K-BOX session! ive been like craving for dunno how many donkey years already! wahah! but.. its month end, im superbbbb budget! SIAN.

andddddddd... working on SATURDAY! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

means, SUNDAYYY will be here SOOOOOOOOOOOOOON! and THREEmoreDAYS! waahhaha!

im super excited for sunday. and plans and plans of activities are lined up for ME this weekend! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ wahaha!

Friday - OUT K`BOXing
SATURDAY - Place of Joy
SUNDAY - wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ wahahah! i'll SOOOON be 18! andd.... im still wondering, guessing and non-stop guessing what will happen on Sunday. wakkaka!

this year will be my 18th birthday. plenty of wishes! wahaha! opps, i should behave like some 18 girls. wahaaa!

oh man, i can't wait for tml's paper to end! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Daddy Daddy Daddy, Bless everything run smoothly! AMEN!

SUPER WEDNESDAY!

2007-08-29T23:02:00.001+08:00

went swimming with Evelyn this afternoon and hope to get tann. but we realised that the sun is not very strong today. ): well, and i went to the place of Joy after that.

was super shock to see my colleague, *flirting with another guy from the shop opposite. but she's 27 years old and MARRIED WITH A DAUGHTER! and she invite that guy into the shop, they were sitting side by side and eeeeeeeeeeyerrrrr! she ought to have limit with guys i feel.

and, i kenna bullied by idiot today. he attacked from the back lah. stupid! oh man, i cannot imagine i kenna tickled by him twice. LOL. wahaha! i shall reverenge some other day. was super tired today lah. LOL. silly idiot, he walked home from simei. wahaha. DUMB.

well well well, after all the fun today, i shall study tomorrow! (:

and im glad, that i had fun today! (: and.... i understand some other things too! (: wahaha!

Flink Flang Flunk

2007-08-28T22:39:00.000+08:00

today's paper. SIGH. another "A" gone. well, ai yah, pass can alr lah! the~ and.. after i heard christine sneeze on the phone juz now, and i think sneezing can spread on phone. HAHA. i started to sneeze alr. shit. and you know, once i start, i can't stop. LOL. and my throat is super itchy. SIAN. it EXAM period, and im getting sick? super crazy.

im super duper whooper ultra tired. lol. i've not been getting enough sleep these few days. ): study, on phone, tv, online.. eeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkks! siaaaaa!

tml, NO paper! YEAH! and i don't intend to study too. hahahaha. (((: rot rot rot rot rot. LOL. but SIAN. got work. ): hope Idiot won't EMO tml again. i wanna enjoy work tml! (: HHAHA. wakaka!

i shall, cast all mood swing away! (:

My Daddy, You love me like dunnnnnnnno wad lah! (: ThankYou for bringing great people into my life. my lovely friends, my wonderful colleagues! Daddy, shower me with more and more blessings! :D i know, im going to receive more and more love from You! (: i soooooooo love You! wakakaka! and Daddy, i know, ive yet found my true love and waakkaka, i believe my lovely boy will come to me. and i shall not do anything! (: wahaha! im not going to do anything, but WAIT! wahaha!
Amen!

tired tired tired. decided to sleeeep early! ((:

True Love

2007-08-27T23:43:00.000+08:00

True Love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learing to see a imperfect person perfectly. - i quoted from HuiKia's MSN nick.

it's a very nice phrase! (:

i bet most of you have ever felt true love. i remembered the time when i was in a relationship. i thought it was true love. not until the day when we broke off. (: but i swear! i put love into that relationship, but too bad, it don't work out. but thanks to him, that ive learnt. that ive known what type of person i am to the people around me. and thus, i learnt to be less stronger and be more feminine. (: i remember, when i was with him, im not afraid of anything. i tend to be strong, and thus, he felt kind of stupid. HA.

but eh, people, be proud of me that i dare to speak up man! but i bet, most of you got hurt at least once. i was super depressed when he brought up the break to me that day, i still remember, it was on the 2nd of December. i received his 4 pgs of sms`es. i was with Mei Hong and Jasmine at Bedok. i ran all the way to Bedok Princess Macdonalds' . i shed my tears, i dun care how the strangers look at me. HAHA. i juz make a huge fuss out of myself.

i remembered all my lovely friends, was so worried for me. they sent me home for the two days. and how my brother cares. i guess, true love doesn't mean only BGR. i felt true love from my girls, from my brother. (: everytime i thought of it, i'll definitely shed my tears. but this time, is not for the loss of him, but im touched. by my two lovely girls. especially, Jasmine and Christine. i remembered on 3rd of December, you two sent me home and the way i treat you girls at the playground, wasn't quite nice though. HAHA.

i definitely felt true love.

now, i believe, i won't go into the relationship unless im truely in love with him. and i believe, the person whom will accept me will learn to see me*imperfect person* perfect! (: but, people, true love do come from friends and family! (:

wakakakakak!

Engine Mathematics Paper DOWN

2007-08-27T13:19:00.000+08:00

one paper down. and guess wad? i always thought my paper starts on Tuesday, but i was dumb. okay, i don't deny. HA. its on MONDAY oh man. i know it only yesterday night. oh man~ i was dumb. HAHA. but still managable! (: plenty of matrices! HAHA. but greatly, one paper down.

i was actually quite nervous this morning. cuz i was still quite shock that paper starts today. HA. and after bath, i locked myself inside my room, and i read thought the notes that i took when pastor was preeching last saturday. (: i felt less tense and then, i talk to Daddy. i told Him to bless me today with plenty of easy questions. and less careless mistake. and make sure i pass today. (: and yes, He never fail to hear my prayers. (:

i know, ive wore the shoe of peace and i shall walk with victory! =D
with the shoe of peace, i'll crash down devil! (: AMEN

and Daddy, i won't worry anything with You around. i know You've planned everything for me and You'll bring the right one, at the right time (: my lovely Father, i rest in Your arms. i know, i don't have **, but i have my handsome Jesus! AMEN!

Great Service, with Great People!

2007-08-26T00:29:00.000+08:00

went Arrow Service today! and the preeching was SUPERB great and fantastic! (: i shall someday, when im not so tired and i shall share the wonderful preeching.. (: but overall, it was GREAT! i felt his presence! ((: my Lovely Lord. when we're worshipping, i can't control my tears, and felt very nice! (: i felt peace! HAHA. i really hope my loved ones can come in with me (:

and.... im more bonded with my Care Group! ((: new friends, new people, new lame`ing partner! HAHA. especially Lydia. she's sooo fun and nice. HAHA. (: and, went home with JeYew, he's 1.91m tall, Yvonne, Geraline, Nic, Joanna, Xiao Hui and one girl from JC cluster. dunno who's she. but the journey back was LOL.

today was really great. the message from God was fabulous! (:

and... (:

I praise You, I praise You, for all my life I praise You! ((:
-here i declare, im yours for all eternity!

- hold my hand and whisper to me that you love me ; till the end of no time.

OUT

2007-08-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

well, went Esplanade Library with Astro and Xiao Bai. and YEA! i finished FACOM! ((: now left 3 tutorials to revise. and, YEAH, finish revision! ((: oh yah, we were walking to the library and this lady who approach US, and in the end, I kenna. LOL. it was some survey thingy. dunno why, the more she ask me, the more HOTTER i became. LOL!

okkay. then after finishing FACOM in the library, that idiot Astro trying to disturb me and in the end, we created chaos in the library. LOL. after tt, we went to look for his guitar and keyboard books. (X

we then proceeded to Bugis, had late lunch and went to Bras Brasah to see guitars where he was thinking of buying. well, walked for many many hours, and he still dunno which to buy, or whether to buy or not. LOL. this two kind souls of his gave plenty of advices and xiao bai think he won't buy it today. but ive got a strong feeling that he'll get it today. (: and true enough, he gotten himself a budget and nice guitar. ((:

after buying, we walk around Bugis and we parted at about 8pm. (:

((:

2007-08-24T10:26:00.000+08:00

HA. i shouldn't get so affected by the way. (: gladly, you guys should know, ive make my blog a private one. (:

went Vivo with Jasmine and Astro yesterday to catch "Secret". and no doubt, we shopped around. well. it was quite good. reached home at 10 plus and was on phone with Astro till 2.30am.

well.. going out to mug for exam later. eh! actually im quite fortunate leh. LOL. cuz i only got 3 papers. and one is Engine Maths. ive got a little basic and thus, its not very difficult for me. but still i need to pratise lah. LOL. but i juz need to really focus on only two sub. Facilities Mng, the teacher gave clue. soooo obvious clus alr. and Real Estate Business, only need to study 3 Tutorial. LOL! i was like, no stress. LOL!

hmm.. (: the skies are blue again! (:

I've enough of stress. please, dont add on to it.

2007-08-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

Grandma Hospitalised again. she is very weak. im scared. ):
Dear Lord, im worried. Lord, please show Your Mercy to her. i can't lose her, neither anyone of us can. Lord, please heal her again. Father, please shower her with underserved favours. i know Lord, You will make miracles for her again. You'll make her stand, and she'll be healed. Lord, i thank You for healing her again and again. Lord, please heal her more. Cast all her illness away and make her healthy Lord. Lord, i came to You cuz i know You'll definitely bless me, including my loved ones. Lord, im going through a lot these few days. i'll rest in Your arms, and i know, in Lord i trust and i shan't worry, In Jesus Almighty name, Amen.

SO MANY THINGS, SO LITTLE TIME. i can't take it.

i don't want to lose any of you.

sorry im tooo ~~fucked~~ up.

i'd enough stress, im going beserk, and please, don't add on to it. i don't want to break down.

~~i'll be strong, and friends, please don't leave me. )':~~

2007-08-22T10:14:00.000+08:00

Q & A session

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1) All my loved ones to celebrate with me.
2) A princess`s celebration
3) *you know ((:
4) No naggings for the whole week
5) Mom to at lease wish me a Happy Birtday (:

Answer the following question:
1. The person who tag you is?
TAN YU REN!

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
Buddy!

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her.
1) Like to nag
2) Still Nag
3) forever nagging
4) Non-stop nagging
5) LOVE CO!

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
ehhhh let me seeeeeee... wait for me for hours in PP. WAHAH!

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you.
ehhhhh.. forgot le leh

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will ..
won't be (:

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be ..
Won't be! ((:

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ..
KILLL HIM hahahahha!

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ..
No lah, won't be (:

10. Your overall impression of him/her is ..
A LAWYER

11. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Crazy, Mad, can't control myself at times, and love to SUAN!

12. The character you love of yourself are ..
Craziness! Happy go lucky mah!

13. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are ..
i always think too much.

14. The most ideal person you want to be ..
i believe God is fair, he gives and he takes, so, there's no one who's perfect, therefore, i still love myself (:

16.For people that care and like you, say something to them ..
I love you too!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons,that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1) EVELYN
2) JASMINE
3) CHRISTINE
4) QINGLING
5) JIANCONG
6) JUNPEI
7) JORDAN
8) MINMIN
9) SENGYONG
10) *** (yah la, you can't know lah. put for fun only lah!)

Who is no.6 having relationship with?
ERM.. dun think is into any relationship bahhh?

Is no.9 a male or female?
Male or Female? erm.. let me think.. Maybe Male? LOLLOLLOL!

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Oh, that'll be GAYS relationship. x)

How bout no.8 and 5?
erm.. LOL! they're close, but can't be together? cuz 8 is in a relationship alr!

What is no.2 studying about?
Nursing In Ngee Ann Poly

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Last Night (;

What kind of music band does no.8 like?
ERM.. something about praising our Lovely Lord!

Does no.1 has any siblings ?
YEP! two funny Elder Brothers!

Will you woo no.3 ?
Definitely NOT!

How about no.7 ?
orh, he's already by gaying/lesbian`ing partner alr. AHHA

Is no.4 single ?
YEP!

What’s the surname of no.5?
Chiong

What’s the name of no.10?
WA! very sensitive leh!

What’s the hobby of no.4?
SHOPPING

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
YAH! DEFINITELY THEY're bestfriends!

Where is no.2 studying at?
Ngee Ann Poly

Talk something casually about no.1?
She always force me to call her pretty princess! x) and, she always bully me. LOL. but she's my bestie! (:

Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
of course! we're soooooo close! hoh mUi?

Where does no.9 live at?
Eunos

What color does no.4 like?
ehhh.. something street`ty one?

Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
oh, they definitely are!

Does no.7 likes no.2?
oh man, they love each other! HAHA

How do you get to know no.2?
Primary 5 classmates, but wasn't close then. till sec 2, we're fated to be classmates again! and two of us became really good bestie since then (:

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
OH YAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XP

———— END ————

can't sleep ):

2007-08-22T06:27:00.000+08:00

im having sleepless night these few days. ): now, its 0630 only, and im blogging here. actually woke up at 0530. ): and thoughts filled me.

Pastor said, " Blessed in the man who trust in Lord, and whose hope is in him." and thus, ive decided, to trust Lord and be blessed.

"Jesus is our healing, make Him my hope and He'll nv ignore me"

"im going to overcome devil, who gives me evil thoughts and cause me to emo"

"cool is an attitude" -and i shall be cool and relax.

therefore, i conclude, im not going to be bother, and focus on my exams. i know im not totally in the wrong, and i also know im wrong in some way or another. but ive made the first move, therefore, *** can't be bother, and i shall not be affected too. (: im COOL! *cuz cool is an attitude.

YUNQI @ work ((:

2007-08-21T23:54:00.000+08:00

well, went to work at 7pm today. Idiot was late and Evelyn and gang came and visit me. LOL (:

im fine already, my friends. (:

as usual, work today was all about play. but we also talk a lot bahh. (: but really one great advice, try not to smoke. (: its always disappointing to see my friends smoking around me. ):

reach home and here, blogging (: quite lame lah, but nth to do, so blog a lil loh. LOL!

Boring Tuesday

2007-08-21T15:21:00.000+08:00

i can't motivate myself to study today. was suppose to go library today but this stupid comp, hooked me and im facing this comp since morning. SIAN.

whenever i wanna sit down and study, thoughts and thoughts of *** came to me. sigh.

hopefully, work will be fun later, to cast all my worries away. (:

anyone want to watch "Secret" with me?

Dear Lord, please show mercy. all i want is to be happy. even if You feel *** not the right ***, please, heal me emotionally. Lord, please cast my worries and troubles away. please cast *** off my thoughts. Greatly Father, please motivate me. and here, i thank You for your kindness for healing me emotionally, i know, if You aren't here with me, i would have gotten more depress. Lord, i thank You, for bringing me wonderful friends, wonderful cliques, wonderful Evelyn, wonderful Jasmine, wonderful Siti, for accompany me through this. Lord, i see true friends from this. and Lord, i'll continue to wait, cuz i know, You'll bring *** to me someday. in Jesus Almighty Name, AMEN.

im so sorry, my friends, if ive been a fuss to you guys lately. sometimes i really need someone to listen and this three, never fail to show interest in what i was saying. cuz i know its not actually very interesting. and i might irritate you girls. ): but anyway, thankyou.

thankyou Evelyn
thankyou Jasmine
thankyou Siti

Beautiful Monday

2007-08-20T23:33:00.000+08:00

well, it wasn't as beautiful in the early part of the day. ive been sooo hardworking and went to Tampines Library to study with Siti. (: and yes, i finished what i want to study. and went TM for a walk. was suppose to watch movie today, but nvm.

then, i was a bit down, and decided to go to the Heavenly place to find Joy. and greatly, it brighten up my day with laughter and fun. :D we can't stop fighting, but it was fun. Idiot and i have made Siti angry, and we never fail to cheer her up again. (: that's how wonderful we three are. non of us can really get angry with one another. LOL. ((: played with water, knock on the head when seeing taxi, made a fool out of ourselves in the bus stop, laughed, joked, teased and soo much fun. (:

Overall, thanks to Siti and Idiot to make my monday a beautiful one.

Photos (:

2007-08-20T13:28:00.000+08:00

Confusion

2007-08-20T01:20:00.000+08:00

well, its always like tt. it makes me confuse. ):

well, i've been working 7 days this week. and im getting sick and tired of working. but today was quite good. although fought with idiot for so many times. but HAHA. he kenna bully by me. HAHA. if it wasnt like tt, i bet, the time in NZN won't be so fun. LOL. expectedly, we actually finishes work at 1020. but we slacked and talked in side the shop until 1045++ and walk slowly to the busstop. talk and talk at the bus stop until 1140 ++ and he walk to another bus stop, where will walk pass my home. and thus, i nvr call any of you to acc me home today. HAHA. but poor idiot, have to walk to another bus stop for bus. HAHA.

sigh.. im really dying for "secret".

sian. super confuse.

JASMINE & EVELYN, thanks thanks for listening and not complaining that im sucha fuss. and thanks, for giving super much advices and comforted me. (: two of you, *MUACKS! ((:

Dear Lord, here i am again, asking for Your mercy. please shower me with undeserved favours and blessings. Father, please bring that one to me. Lord, in You i trust, and i shan't worry. You'll heal me emotionally and cast all my worries away. Lord, thank You for loving me. In Jesus Almightly Name, AMEN.

Presentation, Projects COMPLETED! ((:

2007-08-17T17:31:00.000+08:00

finished the last REBUS project this afternoon. was super pissed while doing because of the short time we've got. but nvm, we're finished everything.

i wannnnnaaa watch MOOOVVVIIEE lah. everyone commented that "Secret" is nice. I WANT! but it seems like everyone is so busy, and... nvm. (: i can't wait for exams to be over! i wanna swwwimmm and get tannnn! ((:

sigh, working later. although with the disgusting idiot should be fun lah, i dunno why, i still feel ): maybe PMS? hur.

went out with evelyn juz now. make her wait for 2 hours plus and we only hang out like for 1 hour plus. sorry eve )): dun worry, although you've got your squid, i still soooo love you okay?! yah ya yah, some people might jealous. JASMINE, CHRISTINE, MINMIN also lah! LOL! ((:

Dear Lord, You never fail to hear my prayers, and i already know. You made my presentation sooo successful and make me complete the project on time. i know, its You who gives me strength! Thank You, my Lovely Lord. i know, i don't need to crave for a boyfriend, cuz Jesus is my super handsome, great, lovable, wonderful, duper whooper boyfriend. ((: and i know, i shall rest, cuz He've did everything thing for me. - i so love You.

AMEN (:

-and im yours for all eternity.

Oh My Tian

2007-08-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

my blog's getting more and more readers. good or bad? you guys saw the counter at the right hand bottom? its jumping like no body's business! tell me, to stay or to move?

well, Praise Lord, my i got an A for my presentation. and teacher oso commented that i showed the best presentation among my classmates. but greatly, im not the top lah. but, A is definely fine with me. ((:

i wasnt so nervous before or during my presentation. but, gladly, my friends oso commented that i did catch their attention (: *LOVES!

and guess wad? there'll be parent-poly meeting lah! SIAN. going to get scoldings again ):

people, next time you visit my blog, do notice my blog patrol. its scary. im blogging not for popularity, but for hobby and somewhere i can rant in. ):

Set me free )':

2007-08-14T22:49:00.000+08:00

Rebus Project is killing me, writoral single presentation is killing me, Facom exam is killing me, tight financial is killing me, bad family treatment is killing me. Exam is two more weeks, and i catch no balls in lesson. im dead, soon dead. last month's hp bill, $107. i have no idea where the hell i use all the time. i tried to be lesser. i really tried. Work is killing me too. this week, i worked 36 hours. how NICE! Test, Exams, Work, Presentation, Projects, Financial, "nice" treatment at home, is driving me crazy.

i want to fly, i want to be free. set me free, set me free. Lord, bring me to you. im going crazy.

Loansharks? Cheating in exams? Pon Work? hack care project, dun go for presentations? ALL CAME TO MY MIND ONCE!

FUCK!

i need a break. )': from life, from everything. i wanna run, run far far away. nth seems to go smoothly for me. EVERYTHING is out of my control! FUCK! set me free, set me free. )': i want to end everything. Can i?

Projects, Tests, Presentations

2007-08-14T00:35:00.000+08:00

Kindly click at the pic, and see, how hard working my classmates are. LOL. and note the timing. almost all of them are online, doing project. SIAN.

Life's Fragile

2007-08-13T15:21:00.000+08:00

well, get to know of 4 deaths within this week.

My Condolensces to :

FookGuan & Family

Edmus & Family

Dad's Friend & Family

This shows that life is super fragile. there're stories behind each and every family. FookGuan's grandpa passed away, well, we can't predict anything. really, we thought he was recovering and felt much better after going home from hospital. who knows? Daddy Lord wants him in heaven, so, he was brought to heaven about 4 days after he went home.

we had no idea on Edmus's Uncle and Auntie, but i heard that they're from different family. My Condolensces to Edmus and his family. within 3 days, they lost 2 of their love ones.

Dad's Friend's Child, jump to death last night. i heard that it was because of the heavy work load in ITE. He failed his ITE and sucided yesterday mid-night.

Life's Fragile people, treasure before we lose it.

Okay, enough of all this depress things. shall show you guys the cam-whore procedure in NZN! (: After NDP ((:
LongLongAgo
NDP
NDP
YTD okay lah, puke lah.

okay, its disgusting i know. but can see how bored we are?HA!
NDP
LongLongLongLong ago
LonLonLonLonLonLOngggggg ago

this few days
OLD.
Hear, See, Speak NoEVil
3,2,1

Brought my dog for grooming juz now. she's sooooo panic when i left! ): tired. Project to Chiong, Presentation to Chiong, Test to Chiong. SIAN!

Teminal 3 and A380 Study Trip

2007-08-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

HEE
HUR
US
Inside AirBus
Random

NICE?
Sign Board, so big eh!
HAHA!
Sky Train Area
FDM N703 Girls

My Boarding Pass (SQ 380)
Main Lobby
our MUZ-carry-man-made bag
Check in Belt
Departure Hall

((: Overall, the T3 and A380 Study Trip was quite good. althought it was boring, and i got sick or checking in, out, boarding the AirBus in and out. first time i had the, "finally, last time on board" feeling. LOL. we've got 3 boarding pass (air ticket) for SQ 380. it says, we depart from Singapore to HongKong. LOL. but its stationary. SIAN. and YAY. its double deck plane. no much difference from normal plane actually. although its AirBus, it was very cramp. unluckily, ive got the Economy Class. ): but Praise Lord, ive at the upper deck. *NO DIFFERENCE ACTUALLY!

however, Terminal 3 is huge. next time, we need to take skytrain to travel from one belt to another belt, so imagine how big is the T3. its all about Role Play today. we're playing the tourists and check in and out the plane, and security. its not very real though. LOL.

Changi AirPort, is still Changi AitPort. the lunch they provided was heavenly! chicken rice's Rice, with two fried scallop, brocolli, fried fish with mayo, and oyster sauce chilli chicken. ((: the best of the activity! LOL!

got a chance to sit at the business class for like 10 mins. OMG. it was soooo princess! and not forgetting the first class. OMG. Bar, the seat is double size of the Economy Class, OMG! like KING! LOL.

Prayers

2007-08-07T09:24:00.000+08:00

Dear Lord, here i pray, for my dream to come true Lord, ive found one, and please Lord, please make it come true. Fatherly Lord, please bless me with courage, and cast all my timid`ness away. Lord, i prayed everynight, juz to hope prayers were heard. Lord, i thank You for the answered prayers, but this one Lord, i prayed everynight for this, Lord, please make it come true. Its so disheartening yesterday. Evelyn said its on purpose. but i feel Lord, my prediction is right. So Lord, i hope You can bring miracles to me. Lord, You've said, " Ask, and shall receive". im asking for Your Mercy and bring me ****. and i know, Trust in You and i shan't worry. Therefore, i slept well last night, no thoughts of it going through my mind. but Lord, please shower me with everlasting blessing, and please answer my this prayer. Daddy, i know, You never fail to pick me up from this super duper wooper ultra Emo situation. Lord, i sincerly pray for that. In You i trust, In Jesus Almighty name, AMEN.

)): things happened last night, and i shan't eleborate further. well, maybe its not the time, neither its the one. HA. sorry hur, im a bit crazy. all my post nowadays got super duper mood swing. HA. its always like that in this situation. i don't crave for something but i do hope it'll come true. well cool^

Im going for NDP umbrella thingy on thursday, and Changi AirPort Terminal 3 and taking A380 study trip on Friday (: well, we've got another study trip, to LA. HA. only open to HospitalityTM, LeisureRM and my course. it cost $4000 for 7 days. how can i afford it? SIGH. i missed Macau trip and LA trip already. maybe next time i shall join them for like, "GENTING" trip? HA. or maybe HongKong Disney Land trip. HA. but seriously, i feel, $1000 for 4 Days Macau is not worth it. but nvm, its meant to *EAT money. HA.

ive been EMO`ed for a day already. )): Lord, SAVE ME!

~~you never fail to make me smile but there is no more laughter brought to me.~~

Lord, im yours for all eternity.

super ((:

2007-08-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

work today. and Dear Lord blessed me today with success too! ((:

Rejoyce, Mom's discharging tomorrow! AMEN! ((:

i had great fun during work today, play with FookGuan, play, eat and chit-chat non-stop ((:

im happy, im happy, im happy!
Something's going to happen! EVELYN, SITI! im SOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY! ((: WAHAHA!

-you nvr fail to make me smile!-

- Dear Lord, im yours for all eternity, and i thank You, for everything, for answering all my prayers, for everything Lord, i prayed for good health for my mom, and You did heal her, i prayed for somethings and its coming soon, my dream's coming soon! Lord, i thank You for showering with undeserved Blessings! in Jesus Almighty Name, Amen!

Mood Swing

2007-08-03T23:34:00.000+08:00

uncontrollable mood swing. I HATE it. FCUK UP!

i hope time will stop.

2007-08-03T12:42:00.000+08:00

((: there's always somethings that brighten up my day. HA! :D

well, im tired, so tired. but i can't sleep. every moment i lied on the bed, i'll toss and turn, and almost going into deep sleep, and dunno why, suddenly, will like, wake up. it happened for weeks already. since my grandma in hospital. i nvr really had good sleep.

although im real tired at night, but i can't fall asleep leh! kao. its a torture lah.

praise the Lord, mom's juz appendics pain. (((: i think too much (: Lord, bring me the blessings to them. AMEN.

AHHHHHH!!!! IM SUPERB HIGH! ((: HAHAH!HAHHAHAH!AHAHAH!

-you never fail to make my day!, and i hope time will stop and let me enjoy with you.-

-im yours for all eternity!

Mood Swing

2007-08-02T23:57:00.000+08:00

After granny got back from hospital, two weeks later, which is today, mom was admitted. well, im shan't worry, Lord will show mercy. ((: AMEN.

i dunno why, super moodswing, very EMO, then very happy, then got news mom in hospital, EMO again, then think bout somethings, then bright my day. ): serious mood swing. am i going insane?

So much fun at work today.

2007-07-31T23:48:00.000+08:00

wasn't suppose to work today. but i experienced lonliness in shop yesterday, therefore, i shan't put QingLing alone today. so, i went down with siti to help her. yes we did! Siti and i decided to clean the super duper wooper ultra big freezer. we use spade to hammer all the ice, clean all the snow and had sooooo much fun out of it. we joked, we laugh, we do role play. sooo funny. i never know i can enjoy work with Siti and QingLing. LOL. *hello* Qingling can't do the hand sign number 6. LOL! and my sherk toes. omg, QingLing and Siti rocks my day!

suddenly someone crossed my mind, so decided to sms him. haha. well, glad to know he's fine ((: and, i shall not crave on POKEMON anymore, *okay evelyn?* NO MORE! YEAH! im free from the small tiny cage. HAHA.

i can't stop laughing juz now. it was really funnnnnn!

Thank God, for bringing me great things in life. for bringing me into NZN, and for meeting such great friends. Lord, please make these moments last forever and ever and ever. none of us will leave this heavenly place, non of us will drift from here. ((:

AMEN!

Terrible work.

2007-07-30T23:38:00.000+08:00

Stupid Boss, she put me alone tonight. and GREATLY, crowd after crowd. and I HIT SALES! ((: but really lah, super duper ultra tiring. somemore, still need to transfer allllll the ice cream to the other freezer for the current freezer to defroze.

i never sit down nor stop work today. So many people say their coming down, in the end? so nice right? DUA, put aeroplane. stupid PIKACHU.

but greatly, i prayed in the middle of work today. and Lord gave me mighty strength. i finished EVERYTHING at 10 sharp. even finished counting money. normally, if there's 2 people, we will only end everything at 10.30pm, or may be later. but hardly earlier. ((:

it was sucha miracle. Even Siti was shocked when she came down at 10plus. when i finished everything. HAHA. ((: THANK YOU LORD!

My Greatest Lord

2007-07-30T14:03:00.000+08:00

well, shall eleborate on Sat, Arrow Ministry. I realised, im feeling Him more and more. ((: When we sang Praises and Worshipping, i was like, felt sooooo great in Christ. (: i felt soooo free, so peace, so wonderful! Yes, its Jesus, casting all my worries away. I prayed in Him, and i was sooooo relieved. ((:

and greatly i went to work after CO yesterday, and met my ex-colleague. Aunty Susan who worked at the Information Counter at EastPoint. i told her im in Christ and she was soooo glad! immediately, she went up to the Christian Bookstore and bought a little book on how to have a quiet time with God for me. She's not the Aunty whom im close with and she can treat me soo nicely. im sooo blessed!

I never know i can feel so good in Christ before im in Christ. Experience it people. its really wonderful, very wondeful.

*and i know, Lord has planned everything for me, He've picked the best out of the best for me, for everything. i juz need to follow the path He show me, and shan't worry anything. Im in Christ, Im the Child Of God, and so, im EVERYTHING. My Lord will make decision for me, to whether carry on, or give up. and I shall, believe in Him. He'll definitely give me the best out of the best. Because im His little Pretty Princess! i shall, only pray and ask, and i shall receive! He's the Daddy, who always wants His Pretty Princess to be the top, to be the best, to enjoy life and happiness. In Lord i trust, therefore i shan't worry!*

-im yours, for all eternity-

AMEN

Work is all about play

2007-07-28T11:28:00.000+08:00

i never enjoy work like now before. even if im not working, i would juz pop by and get crazy with the folks!

even if when im super duper EMO, after popping by, i would forget all the unhappiness, caused by family, or school. ((: i muz really thank God, for giving me all the sweetest thing on earth. like, my two colleagues. and all my beloved friends, although i don't enjoy being in my family, but honestly, i love all my friends. i muz really say, our Lord is fair. He gives and He take. ((: so, im contented, with all my friends, my lovely friends.

im getting closer to Siti, we talk like no body's business, play, tease, do all those whatever, anything, together! ((: she's the one who know everything. (excluding evelyn lah) and she's a pshycologist, and she can read minds! LOL! ((:

well well well, although no ice cream to give in future, i'll still love my two cheeky colleagues and enjoy work till either one of us leave? hur hur.. hope there won't be such day! ):

Dear Lord, i thank You, for all the sweetest thing on earth, for all my fellow friends and colleagues(cheeky friends). Lord, continue to bless me with the undeserve blessings, not only to me, but to all my greatest friends. Please cast Siti's pain away and heal her leg and cruket backbone Lord, please heal Evelyn's grandpa and bless him with miracles. Lord, please bless 2nd brother with wisdom and maturity. Cast all the worries in "him" away and heal "his" granpa too Lord, please continue to give my granny with undeserved blessings too. Daddy, ive found one, and please please make it come true. In Lord i trust, i shan't worry, In Jesus Almighty Name, AMEN!

hmm.. Secret.. LOL

2007-07-25T23:21:00.000+08:00

well, Siti know about it already. i really can't hide anything from her sia! lol! but great lah, at least there's someone whom i can talk about it with. ((: maybe see how lah! LOL!

and EVELYN tan, there's nothing in the world our Lord can't do ((: definitely, He'll heal your beloved grandpa like how he heal my grandma. and cheers people, my grandma is discharging tomorrow! Praise Lord. Evelyn, i'll definitely pray for your love ((: and im glad that "that other thing" is happening to you! ((: AMEN!

Dear Lord, please cast Evelyn's grandpa's pain and sufferings away, please please heal him Lord, please minimise the pain he suffered each and everyday Lord, please make Evelyn a blessing to him Lord, please bless grandpa with good health and everlasting life Lord, to my granny too, Lord, please cast her pain and sufferrings away, bless her with great health and everlasting long life. Lastly Lord, please, ive found one, and please make it come true. In Jesus Almightly Name, AMEN!

Misunderstandings Cleared

2007-07-25T08:14:00.001+08:00

well, i did mentioned on last post about this friend right? hmm, ive talked to her and got to know the misunderstandings. if it was the past, i swear i won't ask wad i did to her or apologise anything. hur hur.. but i got to hear wad was the misunderstanding, but, i felt a bit weird. HUR HUR. but for the sake of the friendship, i shall really forgive and forget.

Misunderstanding 1. i was over-joke at times.
well, i agree to some extend though. hur hur.. so, shall i keep away my humourous? nvr joke, they say i dao, joke they say i over-joke. i think i should do some reflection though. hur hur. i bet Evelyn, Jasmine and gang were like wondering, if YunQi don't joke, not YunQi already. LOL! but stay tune, i shall be serious at all times. hur hur hur..

Misunderstanding 2. im too close with her crush.
actually, honestly i felt ridiculous! hur hur.. its juz some common conversation with her and she felt im close with her crush? i mean, crush`es. hah. i juz inform her that i saw her crush three times in a day, and she got jealous. well, i think this point, she need to change. not be sooooo sensative. hur hur...

yah, i know she's also reading my blog. but so sorry, i can only voice out here. but no worries, i know im at fault too. i'll control myself in future.

well, maybe to some people, i muz not really show my true self. i shall be more "jian dian" in future.

But, QingLing! I LOVE YOU! ((:

and people, i can't give free icecream anymore! somethings happened that cause FookGuan, Siti and I came out this idea. ((: but im glad that we came out this idea! (((:

Dear Lord, please please keep my mouth shut at times, and Lord, please bless me with more maturity. Cast all my childishness away, and make my classmates understand me. Lord, please bless my grandma with good health and everlasting long life. please cast all her pain away Lord. please bless my grandpa with mighty strength to carry on. Lord, please make my dream come true. and Lord, ive found one. please please make it come true. in Jesus almightly name, AMEN.

Appreciate ((:

2007-07-23T23:10:00.000+08:00

yes, sometimes, please do not trust anyone soooo much. they might suddenly betray you or wad, so, sometimes, do keep a distance away from some people ((:

well, went for camp on Friday 6pm. hmm.. actually it was the worst camp i ever go lah. hur hur hur.. play games until 3+am, washed, and slept at 6am. woke up at 7am, and did ENG dance ((: this was the most enjoyable time during camp. DANCE DANCE AND DANCE! tp dance, tp school song dance, chicken dance, eng dance ((: break camp at 4pm, went str to the hospital.

went back to grandparents' house after tt.

went for rehearsal on sunday. quite meaningless lah. took an hour to reach, then rehearsal less than 1 hr. LOL. went to hospital after tt too.

today, was quite EMO in the morning. but, i prayed during CADS lesson. and my Lovely Daddy, brought me to East Point NewZealand Natural! ((: enjoyed my work today. although i was alone during 3pm, to 6 pm, i met an ex-MJR guy, Win. i forgotten his chinese name though. LOL. but i know he's from badminton. luckily he accompany me till tt IDIOT came. LOL.

Work with IDIOT really make me look like an IDIOT. LOL. we fought non-stop. even in front of my brother. LOL! but work is much more fun when with him LOL.

So, i thank God, for bringing me to this wonderful place. and Rejoyce, the work weekend thingy has settled! we planned time out! YAY! (((:

Tired, Mentally and Physically Tired.

2007-07-19T22:55:00.000+08:00

Save me. Heal me. i need sleep, i need rest, i need to take a leave from everything. ive not been resting this few days. lets see...

Monday, School from 0900 to 1830. work from 1900 to 2300. home. bathe, wash, dinner, 0000. SLEEP.

Tuesday, woke up at 1100 chiong report, reach school at 1300, finish school at 1700, rush to hospital, home`ed at 2200, chiong report, slept at 0000.

Wednesday, woke up at 0730, school`ed. rush home juz to vacuume the floor, then, rush to hospital, rush to work. home at 2300, eat, bathe, slept at 0000

Today, woke up at 0730, schooled till 1700, rush to work, until 2300, eat cold dinner, prepare xueer's 10 days meal, now, blogging. i haven bathe, so i bet i can sleep before 0000 again.

tml? got camp. i really hope it'll be a nice one (:

the working weekends thingy is causing me alot of trouble. i do feel guilty. but i can't do anything! please understand me, and i know, YOU ALL WILL ((:

-Only you, you love me like you do-
in You i trust Lord, i shan't worry and rest well tonight. You'll definitely give me mighty strength to go on. You went through this too, nobody can understand me like you do. You were in my shoes and know me best! Lord Jesus, i know you're always with me, and by my side. I shall rest well with You. AMEN!

CAM-WHORING in NZN ((:

2007-07-17T22:21:00.000+08:00

ME, juz being sooooo lame ((:
im like trying to do the "kissing" pose ((:
ME again
haha! JUZ BEING SPASTIc
AGAIN
this was last time
HAHA i find this funny ((:
Idiot and i. being IDIOT

HAHA. trying to take at all angles!
cam-whoring whoring and whoring
this, IDIOT
ME HAHa
aHAAHAH

IDIOT and i Again (:
gummies!
DAO
KISS AGAIN
HAHA! *act sweet. AHAH

work is all about playing ((:

well, went to the hospital after school juz now. grandma wasn't in very good condition though. but Thank God, she's much better. doctor removed the oxygen mask already, so it wont look that scary. but im afraid my grand-dad will be sooooooo tired. SIGH. but we must really Rejoyce.

school was fine today. HA. oh did i mentioned that we changed REBUS (the subject that i failed) tutor! and this new one, whom we called him Raymond, he's perfect. i really can understand well, and the two hours we really absorb alot of things. Compared to the previous tutor, OMG. *sorry, i don't think they can be compared. HA. He's tutorial isn't boring, in fact, its quite interesting. and he's the first tutorial that i do take part in their discussion! OMG! he's really PERFECT! and i can foresee, i WONT fail that subject and im loving it!

my class too. im loving them. they're sooo cheeky! we went harry pottor yesterday after our lesson. ((: out of 19 people, 12 went! as usual, the 4... SIGH! but whatever, the 12 of us are GREAT! LOL.

work was tiring yesterday. and we closed the shop early. HA. and i reached home before 11pm! cheers!

its been one month and 2 days since i got save. well, i don't feel lonely anymore. and ive got less worries. cuz there is Someone out there looking after me ((: my Greatest Jesus! AMEN

Dear Lord, in You i trust, and i'll never worry. But Lord, please shower my granny with undeserve blessings and love. Father, please cast all her pain and sufferings away. Lord, please keep my granny from all harm and Lord, please bless her with everlasting wonderful life. Daddy, please cast all the tire`ness of my grandad away. Lord, please bless him with all the mightly strength. Dear Lord, please give him power to stay strong. and Lord, please please bless my two loves, Granny and Grandad with mightly health. My Lovely Father, i know i can rest in your arms and not worry. Greatly Lord, i know You so love me and i'll never be forsaken. Mightly Lord, i know you'll cast all our pain away and give us strength. In Lord, we trust. In Jesus Almightly Name, AMEN!

In Lord I Trust

2007-07-17T11:37:00.000+08:00

Glory to Jesus!! my Grandma woke up this morning! AMEN! Rejoyce! and thanks friends, our prayers were heard! AMEN! Miracles do happen. Jesus sooo love me and He create miricles! come on people, praise Him, worship Him. Amen!

Rejoyce, i received a call juz now from my aunt, that my grandma has woke up and FEVER GONE! AMEN! She is sooooo normal, that's wat my aunt said.

Daddy, Daddy, i felt your great loving kindness! Thank Jesus for His mercy! Now i believe, miracles do happen! and by trusting Him, i know, He'll do everything for me (: i soooooooo love my Great Jesus!

I sooo love JESUS! thank for making miracles, you never fail to hear my prayers! AMEN!

Thank You:
Christine
Evelyn
Valerie
MinMin
Siti
Jasmine

for all you prayers and Hallelujah our prayers were heard. AMEN! Rejoyce people, Rejoyce under His arms!!

Grandma Unconscious

2007-07-16T22:43:00.000+08:00

Grandma was hospitalised yesterday for high fever and she is unconscious till now. and I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING TILL LIKE 5MINS AGO. WTF! everyone don't bother to tell me. she's my BELOVED grandma, my everything, and NON of you bothered to give me a call? NON of you sms me. NON OF YOU TRY TO CONTACT ME!

yes, im VERY worried, EXTREMEly worried. she's my love, my everything. please Lord, please cast all her pain and sufferings away. and Lord, please bless her with everlasting life. Lord, she's soo dear to me that i can't live without. Father, please please please shower her with blessings Lord.

please grandma, please wake up soon. i want the cute and lovely grandma i always have. and i use HAVE, because i believe, i'll forever have this cute grandma.

I THANK YOU for showering me with your everlasting love for 18 years. and i really really hope you can attend my wedding and kiss my children. and yes, i said children. i want to have many and you muz please please hang on. my lovely grandma.

im sorry Lord, i tried to not worry and trust you. i can't help but tears can't control themselves. here i am, sincerly pray for my grandma. my love, my dear, my everything.

in JESUS ALMIGHTLY NAME, AMEN.

JESUS SO LOVE ME

2007-07-14T23:21:00.000+08:00

Valerie! WELCOME HOME! ((:

im glad. one by one, my friends got save. when is your turn? ((:

today's such a wonderful day. went Arrow Ministry for worshiping. met mehmeh at city hall at 3, but i was expectedly, late. i think i was evil to be 40 mins late. but luckily, she oso late. HA. so i din make her to wait long. but poor minmin and amy. two of them wait for an hour for us to reach. so paiseh.

same thing, we sang praises and jumped around. but we're sitting with our Cell Group instead. ((: Evelyn was with hers and meh, min and i were together. it was when, when we sang "only you" praises. it was fab! after pastor chin preeched, it was time to let people get save.

when he was waiting, mui and i were holding on to meh, we prayed to Daddy. i thought Meh is not prepared yet. but i continue praying and praying and praying. i saw her tears and i prayed more. greatly, Daddy touched her. bravely, she lift her hands up (: AMEN!

mui, helmet and i were soooo glad! AMEN! Praise Lord!

Daddy, you never fail to hear my prayers. and Lord, i thank you for bringing Meh home ((: dear Lord, i pray for my family Lord. i want my family to live in harmony, no more quarrels lord. and Lord, please make my only dream come true, in JESUS almightly name, AMEN!

only you, you died to set me free, im yours for all eternity..
only you, you love me like you do..

I SO LOVE MY HANDSONE JESUS, AND SWEETEST DADDY GOD!
- pretty princess

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SWEETIE! (yesterday)

2007-07-14T12:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday was minmin's birthday. we gave her a surprise party at TsuTing's condo. we booked the function room and bought cake and TimSum ((: well, it was fun yesterday.

with sengyong, jiancong, jordan, alex, minmin, evelyn, junpei, jasmine and crystal. this EVER-LOVING CLIQUE! haha. we played like mad! starting from chop chilli chop to musical chairs to concentration. its sooooo fun!

i cannot believe, childhood came back yesterday! ((:

FUN FUN FUN is all i can describe yesterday's party!

MinMin's cake from Secret Recipe! ((: its MARSH MALLOW CHOCOLATE CAKE ! its nice like dunno waT!
okay, 5A camwhoring. wAHA! 1.
this proof that we miss 5A can?
Retarded.
PIG
AGAIN
AHHA! Family portrait. but.. JIANCONG covered his armpit cuz jordan(who was helping with the taking) said he saw his armpit hair. HAHAHA
RETARDED 2.
okay, EXTRA.
Act Cute
FAMILY PORTRAIT!!! ((: my lovely clique!

Random

2007-07-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

well, school was diaster! they start a rumour of me and another classmate. two of us were like BLUR whole. although its very childish in poly to do this. but sometimes, im glad, to realise my class can be so united.

juz signed up for the participation of NDP for the world largest human flag. ((: im sooo hornoured to have a chance to participate in this year's floating NDP! AMEN! praise god!

going to school and work is a challange for me. everyone seems like making fun! but, i shan't mind since it brings happiness and jokes. oh yah!

the freezer exploded when im working today. HA! smoke came out and it shortcircuit i think. gas came out from the evaporator or refrigerant or compressor? i dunno! haha. my colleague and i were like OMG! wat to do? we juz off the main switch and can't be bothered also. haha. boss juz installed a CCTV in the shop. that shows she don't trust us. SIAN.

but CCTV = no free icecream? NO WAY! we hack care and continue giving free icecream and eat icecream. HA! juz becarefull of the money lah. ((:

im really having serioud Moodswing! SIAN!

Daddy! you heard my prayers! AMEN! Daddy, please continue to make my dream come true, in Jesus Almightly name, AMEN!!!!

sorry, im having serious PMS

2007-07-09T22:58:00.000+08:00

sorry for the unaccepted post juz now. i was tooo furious and having serious MoodSwing. well, i think i'll juz relax and watch. ((:

went work in the evening and as usual, i enjoyed every moment of work there. ((: although they're trying to matchmake me with that stupid idiot, who always bully me, by throwing ice at me. i was like L-O-L!

i think i'll juz let go of the money thingy by my sisinlaw. about the other, i'll juz sit back and relax. ((:

and sorry Evelyn and ToOtz for losing my temper in the afternoon. honestly im PMS`ing.

that idiot, siti and i

yah, SPASTIC

NZN angels!

Sec One Learning Camp

2007-07-06T23:23:00.000+08:00

Pre Camp at sengyong's house
on tuesday, Jordan, Evelyn, MinMin, jiancong and i went sengyong's house to overnight. met wong, sengyong, and minmin in TP and off we proceed to his house. left everything down and went for dinner after evelyn arrived. bathe, chiong my project presentation and off to lala land.

Day 1
went up to the hall, and Dum wants us to intro ourselves to the sec ones. HA. was really SHY then and got wong to intro me to them. haha. yeah, and my class was 1E. the first impression of them was enthu, but mischevious! lol. seperated them into 1E 1 and 1E 2. wong and i was suppose to take 1E 2, while YuKer and JunYong suppose to take 1E 1. but dunno why, wong and i ended up taking ALL the 1E students.

Day 1 was fine, and i realised 1E isn't that bad lah. cuz there's one guy, PeiWen. His first impression to me, is like, gangster, ah beng. but when the moment he talk to me, i realised i was TOTALLY WRONG! LOL. OMG! he's soooooo cute! haha. came to me, "cher, can i go toilet?" i was SHOCK. haha. well, maybe 1E is really good? hur hur.. let's see.. did field cooking and it was diaster!

they were slow, and blur! OMG! Mr Gui was right! some of them don't know how to like the matchstick! this shows that life is getting better. (: went electronics. and greatly, i got burnt by the idiot soldering gun. it was numb at first, but when time comes by, hur hur hur.. it was terrible.

then it was mini play rehearsal. one boy, Samuel, aka three cents suggest to dance chicken dance and yep! haha. it was interesting though some blurblocks nvr coorperate.

when they did camp pitching, the leaders were preparing for their games. wrapping the lollipop and filling up water bomb. my pants is wet.

and its time for games, leaders got to hold on to the lollipop and let the pupils to use water bomb to shot it. and they really came in, i felt helpless, water bomb flying towards me and i can't even run and hide. LOL! so, it wasn't good to be leader. LOL!

bathe and slept. 1E was sleeping in tent and so, wong and i had to stay around them and sleep. leaders gathered at the quarangle and talk. slowing, i went up to the safari bed and slept. there were many stars and praise god, it nvr rain.

Day2
woke up because it was damn cold and washed up. joined them in the hall for morning PT for only 10 mins. HA. went down to slack and rest inside gym room.

brought them to Maths Trail and it was conducted by Mr Muhammad. they got scoldings and suddenly, sooo many memories came back to my mind. Wong and i were laughing behind, because we saw our past! HAHA. after Maths Trail, went to Maths Excel. it was Bad actually.

sigh.. getting 1E to line up is a very, extremely tough thingy. Elias and Ramadan... SIGH! and i got tricked by Ezuan, whom i called him Darley. cuz he's dark. HAHA.

then, when they were listening to the maths talk, we went to the gym room and PLAY games! HAHA.

went Science Centre and watch Omnimax movie. honestly, i tried very hard to watch the show. but "mr Zhou Gong" forced me to go lala land with him. and i slept throughout the whole show. HA! had mac and back to school.

straight after i reached school, i cab down to TP juz for one presentation. luckily, it was great. everything turns out as i thought. cab back to MJR and joined Evelyn and Crystal. Was PMS`ing then HA. everything to me was an eye sore.

Campfire in the night and it wasn't very good either. not high, leaders all GONE dunno where, extra came, truants by the pupils, well, campfire was shit actually. maybe because my campfire was soooo great that i find this campfire lousy? hur..

after camp fire, Yu Ker got them to stay in the hall and talked to them. honestly, i don't know why he wanna do this. and i honestly felt it was extra. why cause the pupils to be sad?! wa lau, i really don't understand. do less, but talk much. HUR! sorry hur, im evil. i juz talk straight. really, nver see him leading the cheer, nvr see him doing anything, and he can talk so much. LOL!

Day3
Great day! cuz CAMP BREAK at 12! got the news that 1E won 1st and 2nd for the overall champion! YEAH! cheered and cheered all the way and realised my throat is hurting. gathered them in one corner and had my speech, it was short. i wouldn't want to end up having crying session like yesterday.

Thanks 1E! my lovely class!
Especially:

class 1E:
Aimei
Darlie
ThreeCents
Orangey
MiMi
Amanda
Fierce GirlGuide
TomBoy
Bygon
RedLips
all the blurblocks 1 - 10

and lastly, WongWongWong!

Macau Study Trip

2007-07-03T09:03:00.001+08:00

my course is going to Macau for one study trip. i really wants and hope to go. but with my financial account, i doubt ive got the ability to go. SIAN. told my mom to sponsor me 500, and i'll pay the rest myself. but she refused. and only willing to pay 200 for me. the total cost for everything and expences is 1000. 200 from her means 800 from me. but with such a short time, how can i work to achieve 800? plan to get brother to sponsor me some, cuz he juz got promotion. but will he? unlikely. get dad to sponsor me too? but, does he have the money? SIAN!

everything juz came and stop me from going Macau. but its a worth trip going. people.. give me advice, should i go?

if YES, i'll have to "chiong" my work and save everything, no shopping, no dinner with friends, no entertainment.

if NO, i'll miss the study trip and will miss the fun, miss the lesson, miss a bonding time with my classmates.

SO HOW?!

Praise god.

2007-06-30T09:17:00.000+08:00

Rejoyce! Grandma's discharging today AMEN!

i don't know why, somethings suddenly juz came to my mind. and it not only irritates me, but also making me EMO. Hur hur.. Emo, is the word. HA. sighh.. but i can't say this things out here. SIAN. i only wants to keep it to myself or my pals, probably not to other people. ha.

having a blog that sooo many people come isn't a great thing. sometimes i do need to hide my feelings and keep everything to myself. SIAN. i still remember my first blog, i tend to heck care and juz blog whatever i feel like blogging. but now? everything needs a second thought.

i guess, its the every month thingy that cause me to be so emo. and, i HATE mood swing and EMO`ing. and here i announce, today's the start of my PMS`ing. it will get worst day by day until it really comes.

well, another thing to praise god. our course is going to Changi Airport Terminal 3 for trial run! AMEN! and fortunately, we're going to board the Air Bus, A380, around the airport lane! we're soooo blessed! AMEN! only 498 students were choosen and our course is one of them. we've got to act like tourists alight from A380 and through the terminal! The first batch of people taking A380 and going through Terminal 3! (((: PRAISE GOD! AMEN!

Daddy, cast my moodswing away! and.... do let my dream come true. Amen.

Thank God. ((:

2007-06-28T22:02:00.000+08:00

Daddy heard my prayers yesterday! and my grandma gained supernatural recovery! AMEN! if nothing's gonna happen tonight, she might be discharging tml! YAY! Thank You Daddy! Thank GOD!

Dear lord, thank you for blessing my grandma. but please lord, cast her pain away. lord, make me a blessing to them. lord, please make my words a blessing to them, and Daddy, please make my dream come true! AMEN!

Bless her. my love.

2007-06-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

again, my grandma was hospitalised today. because of her diabetes i think. they're not sure either. and is still checking. sigh.. i was in school, half way doing project and my 1st uncle called. he told me that grandma was sent to the hospital because my grandpa saw her not in good condition.

then, i was so damn worried and almost rush down. but my uncle told me not to. and go down tml instead. well, sighh.. i think i shall do my part. and tml, i'll visit her and continue to take care of my grandpa and bring him back and forth the hospital and home. so, im moving to my grandparents' house tml until probably sunday? cuz monday got school. i really hope she'll be well by then.

school was "O-K-A-Y" presentation was screwed up. sigh. shan't eleborate anymore.

Dear Lord, please bless my grandma with good health, and supernatural recovery. please heal her lord, please reduce her diabetes and heal her leg lord. please cast her pain and sufferings away. lord, please bless her, and my grandpa with wonderful health, and lord, please let jesus into my family's life. in jesus almighty name, AMEN.

Projects Projects Projects

2007-06-26T10:19:00.000+08:00

well, school started off badly. everyone forgotted that there's a test and greatly, we all flunk it. HAHA. and, projects date due is today, and we only met up yesterday afternoon to discuss the project. LOL. great hur!

and today, ive got to rush to school later to complete it. and hope, the teacher will give us one more week. hur hur hur!

its time to go school~

Evelyn, don't worry, everything's gonna be fine!

Try This

2007-06-26T00:23:00.000+08:00

its soooo hip nowadays. haha.

Create your own Friend Test here

Praise Daddy.

2007-06-23T23:56:00.001+08:00

yes, praise Daddy, for bringing one of my loves one home. Praise Daddy, for making one of my love one feels what i felt before. before Mui actually went up, during the hesitation moment, i prayed to God, i really prayed, and i think Daddy heard my prayers. like Evelyn did to me. within minutes, Mui put up her hand. And accepted Christ like i do. ((: Mui, im sooo glad. i finally felt how Evelyn was during planet shakers concert! ((: those were tears of joy. Rejoice!

and yes, like Evelyn said, Daddy will tell you when is the right time to tell your mom. ((: Mui, welcome home! ((:

well, i was sooo high today. hur hur. and i really felt joy.

but... the weather was soooo warm today. im sweating like all the way lah.

Daddy, please help me stop the ULTRA-easy-perspire-symtoms and please make my dream come true, in Jesus Almightly name, AMEN!

2007-06-21T15:11:00.000+08:00

小手拉大手

还记得那场音乐会的烟火
还记得那个凉凉的深秋
还记得人潮把你推向了我
游乐园拥挤的正是时候

一个夜晚坚持不睡的等候
一起泡温泉奢侈的享受
有一次日记里愚蠢的困惑
因为你的微笑幻化成风

你大大的勇敢保护着我
我小小的关怀喋喋不休
感谢我们一起走了那么久
又再一次回到凉凉深秋

给你我的手
像温柔野兽
把自己交给草原的辽阔

我们小手拉大手一起交游
今天别想太多
你是我的梦像北方的风
却正能帮我悠扬的哀愁

我们小手拉大手今天加油
向昨天挥挥手

还记得那场音乐会的烟火
还记得那个凉凉的深秋
还记得人潮把你推向了我
游乐园拥挤的正是时候

一个夜晚坚持不睡的等候
一起泡温泉奢侈的享受
有一次日记里愚蠢的困惑
因为你的微笑幻化成风

你大大的勇敢保护着我
我小小的关怀喋喋不休
感谢我们一起走了那么久
又再一次回到凉凉深秋

给你我的手像温柔野兽
我们一直就这样向前走
我们小手拉大手一起交游
今天别想太多

你是我的梦像北方的风
吹正南方暖洋洋的哀愁
我们小手拉大手今天加油
向昨天挥挥手
LALALA...

给你我的手像温柔野兽
我们一直就这样向前走
我们小手拉大手一起交游
今天别想太多

LALALALALA... 像北方的风
吹正南方暖洋洋的哀愁
我们小手拉大手今天加油
向昨天挥挥手

我们小手拉大手今天为我加油
舍不得挥挥手

好听

你说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句我都相信

为了爱情失了聪明
听你的话闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽让它继续

你说的话总那麼好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把它当游戏
我却爱得太用力

你说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句我都相信

为了爱情失了聪明
听你的话闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽让它继续

你说的话总那麼好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把爱当游戏
我却没有那麼聪明

你说的话总那麼好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机

然後静静不去理

你说的话总那麼好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然後静静静静
是再也不去理

i juz uploaded this two ultra nice song into my imeem ((: its juz below the credits ----> do play and enjoy~ the first one is by Fish Leong and second one is by Xu Ru Yun ((:

Great Dinner last night!

2007-06-21T11:17:00.000+08:00

went swimming with Evelyn TAN yesterday. Fine, i swam, and she ran in the pool! haha. anyway, we had a great time talking and playing non-stop ((:

after tt, we went to fetch her cousin and then, to marina square to meet junpei, val, crystal, jc and jordan. watch them play bowling and went in to arcade to play. haha. we had the Datona. haha. Jordan, Jc, junpei, eve and i compete against each other. guess wad? i came in FIRST. hhaa. OMG. i really can't imagine i won JC and junpei! haha! LOL.

when night falls, JC, Jordan, Evelyn, Cousin and i went to bedok for dinner. on the way, we met alex and sengyong. lol. went blk 85 for "ba chor mee" it was delicious! ((:

after dinner, i went NewZealandNatural to join in the fun and to "steal icecream" hurr hurr. it was sooo happening yesterday night! HAHA.

saturday will be here soon! ((: Praise Lord!

張棟樑北極心的眼淚

2007-06-19T23:13:00.000+08:00

像斷了線　消失人海裡面
我的眼終於失去　你的臉

再等一會　奢望流星會出現　
願　如果真的實現　
愛能不能永遠　明天　
或許來不及變
但曾經走過的昨天　
越來越遠

北極星的眼淚　
說不出的想念　
原來我們活在　
兩個世界　

北極星的眼淚　
你哭紅的雙眼　
被淋濕的諾言　
淹沒在心裡面　
我抬頭看著　愛不見

再等一會　奢望流星會出現　
願　如果真的實現　
愛能不能永遠　明天　
或許來不及變　
但曾經走過的昨天　
越來越遠

北極星的眼淚　
說不出的想念　
原來我們活在　
兩個世界

北極星的眼淚　
你哭紅的雙眼　
被淋濕的諾言　
淹沒在心裡面　
我抬頭看著　愛不見

當對的人　等不到對的時間
就在放開雙手的瞬間　愛撕成兩邊

北極星的眼淚　
說不出的想念　
原來我們活在　
兩個世界　

北極星的眼淚　
你哭紅的雙眼　
被淋濕的諾言　
淹沒在心裡面　
我抬頭看著　愛不見

整個宇宙都　流眼淚

((:

2007-06-19T00:29:00.000+08:00

Life is great for me. well, till now ((: but somethings really do disappoint me. it's always so unexpected. people act childishly, talk childishly UNEXPECTEDLY. i don't know why, its juz RAHHHHHHHHHHHH! but there must be a reason. i guess, its Daddy who's passing me msg. ((: and yes, i've got it! Thanks Daddy!

well, i feel different after accepting Christ. ((: real different. i do feel that everything happens with a reason. a reason which Daddy wants to convey me.

got to know one of my goodfriend from work SMOKE. and people, you all do know i hate people who smoke right? i almost threw away her cigrettes this evening. but i hesitate. well, there must be a reason why she wants to smoke. and yep, she's stress. i know everything Siti, but please don't smoke often. ((:

going to bring XueEr and Jasmine's little doggy for swim tml ((:

Daddy, please make my dream come true AMEN (:

Child of God.

2007-06-16T00:31:00.000+08:00

This, very special day, 15th june 2007, i received blessing from Daddy. ((:

well, went planet shakers concert today. its not like a concert, its like a service ((: it started of badly, because of the extreme crowd. but as time goes by, we got high and high. while Planet Shakers are singing on stage, Jordan, MinMin, Evelyn, JianCong and i jump, scream, enjoyed like no body's business!

when its time for praying, i talk talk to god, and evelyn prayed for me. dunno why, my tears flow non-stop. i really can't control anything. when its time for us to receive blessing, im hornoured to stand up and go up to the front all by myself and receive it. my legs were wobbling. my body was shivering. and i was tearing, my legs aren't my legs. but it was great.

well, we were told to go to one room to receive our gift, i was the first one in the queue and i received Princesses treatment. ((: it was an empty lane, ALOT of people were standing by the side, cheering, clapping, i feel as if im the princess ((:

once i reach the room, tears started flowint AGAIN. a kind lady, janny, came to me and juz hugged me ((: im sooooo glad. well, its the tears of joy.

really, that moment, i felt HIM, Daddy.

well all of you might be surprised, why did i choose to follow him. Once reason, i trust him. well, i tried praying to him many times ago. He never fail to show me a guilding light. maybe you people think its kind of funny, but true. everytime i prayed to him, my tears flow, and it can't stop. and the next day, its heavenly. ((: i asked him for decision, and he gave me in a way, that i'll know which path to choose.

so i believe, he's with me. ((:

Praise Him, Our Daddy ((:

Thanks Evelyn for bringing me to him. MUUUAACCKKKSS! *eh! i long time nvr so childish le hoh! *

2007-06-15T12:33:00.000+08:00

Information on Norovirus Gastroenteritis (Gastric Flu)

Gastroenteritis means inflammation of the stomach and intestines. It may be caused by infection by certain bacteria, viruses or parasites. It may also be caused by certain medications or medical conditions.

Viral gastroenteritis is an infection caused by viruses that result in vomiting, diarrhoea or abdominal cramps. It is sometimes called “gastric flu” although it is not related to influenza. Many different viruses can cause gastroenteritis, including rotaviruses, noroviruses, adenoviruses, sapoviruses and astroviruses.

Norovirus Gastroenteritis is viral gastroenteritis caused by Norovirus.

Symptoms and Prevention
Symptoms usually include nausea, vomiting, diarrhoea, and abdominal cramps. Headache, muscle aches, and a general sense of tiredness are also fairly common. Low-grade fever is present in about half of cases. The illness begins suddenly and is usually brief, lasting about 1 or 2 days. In general, children experience more vomiting than adults.

Noroviruses are found in the stool or vomit of infected people. People can become infected with the virus in several ways, including:

Eating food or drinking liquids that are contaminated with norovirus,

Touching surfaces or objects contaminated with norovirus, and then placing their hand in their mouth,

Having direct contact with another person who is infected and showing symptoms (for example, when caring for someone with illness, or sharing foods or eating utensils with someone who is ill),

yeah, having gastric flu now. its terrible )): got to know that poor jasmine got the same symtoms with me. well, maybe its caused by the food we ate. juz saw doctor half an hour ago. spent 25 bucks for juz two medicine. and its damn bitter can? i dunno why, nvr had such bitter medicine before. sian.

hope to get better by tonight ): cuz, its PLANET SHAKERS CONCERT today! (((:

Who am I?

2007-06-12T22:41:00.000+08:00

less than 10 sentences i spoke at home everyday. i don't know why, maybe is my own problem. or their's? i refuse to speak to them, and they always "never talk to me" but SHOUT at me. well, maybe im unwanted? HA. mind you, im not PMS`ing. its deep down from my heart. ive been keeping things to myself every now and then.

i tried not to reach home before 10pm, before she goes to bed. i don't want to get nag once i reached home. i've gotten a new bag and new clothes for myself, what's wrong? she can NAG non-stop and throw a huge temper on me, then? STOP giving me daily allowance. yes, its holiday now, but i still need to take my lunch and food right? holiday = NO ALLOWANCE? what's wrong?!

i really don't know what to say, he's your son, and im your daughter too. but WHY is this the outcome?

well, all i look for is to be capable of living myself. and yes, i will leave. its seems meaningless for me to stay here too. what for? something for all of you to release stress? im sorry, im not so understanding. i can still take it if its only once in a while, but NO. its EVERYDAY.

got nag/scoldings everyday, i can only keep my misery to myself. try to fight for myself? no, i won't i don't want to create nuisences. sometimes i really do feel like fighting back, but i will only get myself into misery, all of them will "team up", and wad if, i can't take it and do something silly? but don't worry, i won't.

its been so long since tt day i ran out of the house, but i can visual everything clearly. i do feel sad if it came to my mind.

home, is nothing, but misery to me. everyone says family will support you in whatever you do. but to me, they're those who add stress, who take you for granted. well, isn't it?

im sorry, even if i know my cousin is reading or even my brother, or maybe she? but i don't care, this is the only place i can vent it out.

before he ord, she treats me fine. after he came back, history repeats.....

真的只要笑一笑，　没有什么事过不了吗?

~~i cried to my sleep everyday, but what's the use of crying? do you all care?~~

Woots!

2007-06-06T18:04:00.000+08:00

(: study study study. LAST lap! and its... HOLIDAY (: i can't wait for this holiday, shop, play, sleepovers, ect ect! (: oh man, i seems like im having holiday already. hhaa. but nope, ive not forgotten tomorrow's REBUS test.

i suddenly feel great. i dunno why. maybe serious PMS? HAHA.

well, juz got a news from my dad. his cousin in *China is sending her daughter to Singapore to study. well, good or bad news to me? my mom called her to STAY IN OUR HOUSE. since we've got a extra room (its my room, but i nvr sleep alone. HAHA. wat, people scare cannot ah?!) and we can spare one room for her. so she won't feel outcast or wad. one positive thingy, i might have a "sister" to hang out with.. but.. as many of you all know, i nvr like people from *. however, everything haven decide yet. HOPE NOT. LOL. oh yah, she wants to go Shatec for Hospitality. who cares, they've got PLENTY of money. but, if she really come, i'll TRY to be nice to them. HAHA.

i suddenly want Sakae Sushi. :( JAsmine LIang, when are we hanging out? i want feast. LOL. when are you finishing your exam? date me fast! Evelyn, our shopping spree~ HAHA. (: Mui, our sliming scheme?

OMG, i really can't wait for my holidays! (:

okay, this post is rather ramdom. no subject, nothing special, and a bit boring. but who cares?

Time's flying

2007-06-06T10:06:00.000+08:00

since after poly term starts, i realised that the time is really going VERY fast. the first holiday is coming :) term test is finishing. 8th week of school, pass like no body's business. but im sooo glad, that im not drifting apart with my buddys. we're going to have a sleepover at jordan's house again this friday! (: but ive got work at 10-6 on sat. SIAN. perhaps i'll join them on sunday? AHA.

and.... i went study with Evelyn at Tampines Library yesterday. although we talk every after 2 lecture, i still manage to finish everything (: we went SHOPPING at bugis after that. bought a pair of similar tees from outfitters girls (: and a new leach for XueEr.

well welll welllll.. i still need to get slippers, bag, shorts, earrings and necklace! LOL. (:

tomorrow's REBUS (Real Estate Business) test. my nightmare. never had any quiz before. sigh.. im working hard. i don't want to fail and repeat this module! ):

going library again but alone today (: hope i can manage to memorise everything.

Term Test :)

2007-06-04T18:48:00.000+08:00

Maths today.. well, everything was alright :) questions are quite easy though. HAHA. my nightmare will be here soon. FACOM and REBUS. im blooooody weak in these two modules! argh..

anyway, i lack of things to blog these few days. :( Test test and still Test!

Friday outing, i don't know whether i can go or not. :( got to work on Sat. =(

im saving my money for korea trip with my aunt next year.

eh, i feel im sooooo random.

sorry, nth special for me to blog =(

A Day Out

2007-06-01T23:05:00.000+08:00

meet evelyn this afternoon and went to TP to hand in my project and collect my EZ link card =) meet minmin too and three of us went Parkway. =) it was a loonngg looonnngg time ago when the three of us hang out together. it was GREAT today =) did alot of catch up and talk non-stop.

well, don't you think its weird? how come three of us can get along so well despite of different class and CCAs. HAHA. i guess muz really thanks the 12 days and OBBD. =) i missed the fun really. OBBD really brought us together.

i remember, Evelyn was a very stubborn girl to me. but i never "don't like" her. HAHA. in the end, we ended up bestfriend. honestly, i don't quite like minmin from the start. HAAH. it was when she's in sec one.. as i said, it was then. but now? LOL =) my sliming scheme kakis! lol!

i talked to HIM everynight =) i told HIM what i wish for. and i hope HE do hear me =) AMEN.

Moodless

2007-05-30T23:52:00.001+08:00

school was boring today. =( had ENGLISH test again. wa kao! machiam every week one english test. LOL.

after that, met WenBin and Jasmine and off we go to MJR. school seems like stranger to me. it wasn't as friendly as before. everything seems far to me.

went up to CO, juniors saw me machiam nvr see me. never even say hi, nor giving a damn of who we are. well, MJR seems far..

im sorry, im PMS`ing. everything might sound EMO. HAHA.

two days nvr see tt cute guy already =( LOL

最遥远的距离，是他在你身边却不知到你爱他。。。

PMS`ing, so this might be a very EMO post.

2007-05-29T07:47:00.000+08:00

i engross myself with studies and work everyday. juz trying my best not to come home early or stay home with them. life's sooo much different without my big brother around. i kinda missed the past. but what to do? life gonna carry on. but im going beserk day by day.

after big brother moved out, HE became the KING and SHE became the QUEEN. childishly, i would say, they gang up to torture US, or maybe ME alone. i always wanted a happy family, caring mother, playful brother, and a protective dad. but ive got NONE. i know i've got to be contented because ive at least got a family. some people out there don't. but A FAMILY is not enough. where's my happiness?

SHE woke me up early in the morning juz to get me take out some stupid rubber glove that we used to wash my dog's battok. and scolded me for throwing it into the toilet bowl. (its not me, and im not tt stupid) i was soooo bloody tired and SHE woke me up juz for this. im a light sleeper, i can't get back to sleep once i woke up. this is only ONE of the torture.

i was empty stomach the whole of yesterday. *poor me. she nvr give me allowance and never bother to buy dinner for me. i really dunno what to say. tired after work, all i want for is some care. but i received none from her. luckily ive got my dad. although he earn less, but he tried to give me his best. whenever he sees NO money left on the table, he would always use his own money to leave there for me. even though he only left with 10 bucks in the wallet.

what bout HIM? he always find grudges with me. nvr give in like brothers do. always complain to HER and got me into trouble. maybe he really don't want a Happy Family, i wouldn't know. he's not getting matured. he don't think deep. whenever SHE scolds me, HE would add oil to fire, to make her more angry. HE's not like my lovely big brother, side with me when im right, HE juz love to "clean my mom's backside".

honestly speaking, i don't hate them. i do love them. but why they treat me like that?

HOME, is warmth to others but HOTEL to me. i speak less than 10 sentences everyday. woke up early for school, come home late after work. only dad asked me "why work everyday? not tired? you ought to rest" what SHE comment? "work everyday no money to survive yourself?" does she CARE? does she care whether i rest, whether i overwork myself?

i always envy my friends, my classmates. Their HER gives them the best. deliver things to school for them, heart to heart talk with each other, hugging is the most common thing. but believe me, non of the above i've done with HER.

i tried to be a great daughter. i tried not to talk back to her whenever she scolds me. i tried to keep quite and let her scold eventhough she mistaken me. i juz let it be, i let her scold. she goes to my grandma's house to complain. must she really spoils my relationship with my relatives? but luckily, my uncles treated me better. they never outcast me, but treat me even better. =)

financial matters, i tried to save up whenever i can, but within a week, she can "forgets" to give me allowance for 3 days. never will she "payback" the money. ive got to use my savings. i know she isn't rich, but she never try her best to give me the best.

i know i might be asking too much. but all i hope for is a Happy Family, nothing else. i don't need to be rich, i don't need a handsome daddy or a pretty mommy, i juz need a grudges`less family, is this too much that i've asked for?

i know my friends do care, but i all i want is my family to be there. When can SHE understands me? When will HE be matured?

HAhahaha!

2007-05-26T11:00:00.000+08:00

Qing Ling and i
From the bottom, Qing Ling, Seekia and Fion

US again =D
AHAH!
well, act emo =DD
Two of us again =DD

well well well.. i pon`ed two lesson yesterday =( its simply toooooooo boring can? expected, one is EMaths Lecture. so, my classmates and i went han river for lunch. it was a bloated lunch can?! lol!

i was suppose to work at 7pm, but i was there at 2plus. so, i went in and helped out without punching in my card. i know its stupid lah. but, i enjoy it mah. LOL.

ytd was a very tiring day =X while i was closing the shop, he came =D lol.

i realised we can't have any heart to heart talk. you won't want to listen and i won't tell either. maybe we've really drifted part? honestly, i was quite irritated yesterday night. i tried to tell you but you won't listen. =( ive got alot to share to someone, i hope its you but i can't.

~~you're my bestfriend. i hope you still care.~~

im BLESSED lately! =D

2007-05-24T18:06:00.000+08:00

yeessss! im definitely blessed. my relationship with my friends and classmates are great and not forgetting SOME other thing that happened during work. LOL. i juz so damn look forward to work every alternative days. =D *you know why.

well well well, i shall keep it a secret until its settled. =)

oh man! i had Maths test today. not very easy though. haha. the stupid Gaution or dunno wad elimination is making me crazy. but i got full marks for that question. HAHA. topic today was Quadratic equation (its not VERY easy. especiall tt gau wad ever elimination), Matrix (not easy too, cuz we're doing 3x3 inverse matrix. normally we only do 2x2 and det for matix. but now is 3x3). yah, only this two chapters. LOL.

after maths, we had FACOM test. on AIR VENDILATION (aircon) and Water destribution. i dun think i can pass the test lah!

remember tt i did the test last week? the english test? one got 11/15, another one got 9.75/15. AHHA. my maths paper today was 29/30. COOL YAH? lol!

im HAPPY. i juz feel soooooo look forward to the night! =D and... tml is FRIDAY!

=DDDD

2007-05-24T08:17:00.000+08:00

im SOOOOOOOOOOO
looking for work everynight! =))))

MY CUTE! =DDD

TP chinese orchestra

2007-05-22T08:55:00.000+08:00

haha. expectedly, i joined their CO due to the disturb of YuRen, MeiHong and Kenny. i went the practice yesterday and saw their strength. it was pathetic. but there are 7 PiPa. isn't it weird? LOL. but nvm, the songs were easy. haha. i nvr know i can sight read tt good. LOL.

oh yah, remember tt i met my people for the food and heritage race? WE WON the 4th prize.my group consist of Evelyn, Jordan, TsuTing, SengYong and Me. =D it was a great, fantastic group! =D we chiong like no body's business, we ate sooo fast, we ran like mad! lol! and yep, our effort paid off. lol. the other group consist of Crystal, JunPei, Alex and JianCong. LOL. you see, SURE lose. (opps! i nvr mean anything) but they're also not bad lah. got 11th. and i guess there're more than 30 groups. lol.
our group was powerful tt day. we juz swallow the food down, and i doubt non of us chew it or anything. LOL. we finished two bowls or fish beehoon in 1min 58 sec. LOL! it was damn fast! anyway, im proud of you guys! :)

gtg.. =D bye~

some PICTURES

2007-05-19T00:13:00.001+08:00

ME, trying to get the balloons off me. lol. but its two pretty balloons!

EAT YOU!

my darling and i

Goldfish?

again ~
i still like this pic the most!

TP CNN Day.

2007-05-18T16:32:00.000+08:00

well, the whole TP is sooooo damn crowded today because of the CNN fund raising.. students set up booth to raise funds for the needy students. that reminds me of MJR`s heartstrings day =) haha. yes, i paid 2 bucks to go into the haunted house to scare myself. its really NICE. really scary, really fun! lol! i screamed my hearts out! lol. real people acting and scaring us. its perfect. haha. got myself 2 balloons by donating a dollar. supported sengyong and ate ice creams.

met yuren outside business school and off we went to TM for lunch and some catch up. i finally saw him. lol. ate pasta and shopped around. i felt sooo tired and home`ed now. LOL. sighh.. still got to work later. =.=!

i dunno why, i felt furious... well, i should stay a distance away from you i think. its terrible. ='(

YAYS! finally going out with my people tomorrow! =DDDDDDDDDDDDD

Well, some random pics =)

see our shoes after the rugby training yesterday

Fion and me during Maths lecture.

something EMO?

2007-05-17T21:49:00.000+08:00

hmm.. its drizzling the whole day today but still, i went for rugby training. and guys, its TOUCH rugby. not RUGBY. its two total different thing.. the field today was DAMN wet and muddy. but we don't care, we juz made ourselves sooooo dirty but enjoyed the games. =) im getting the feel of it!

had writoral test today. its ENGLISH again. but we're doing product description. haha. my tutor said my work is NOT BAD! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ lol! it was a loooonnnnggg day for me today. stayed in school for 11 hours.

i guess im starting to love poly life. but but but... i still miss wearing school uniform, meeting my friends at the train station, counting down for recess, begging teachers to bring us to lab, smuggle food into the classroom, gossip about teachers everywhere, giving evelyn faces instead of saying hi, talk back to mrs chan, argue with jasmine, order our "kway chap" fromthe vegetarian stall during recess for our lunch, reporting CO, trying to run away from remedia, ect ect.. now then i realised, i wasn't a good student. LOL! but it fills my secondary school life with colours! =)

i went back to school tt day to take my 'o' lvl result. when mjr`ians are having mid year exams. the school was sooooooo quiet, the field was empty, canteen was silent.. memories and memories ran through me. i visual there we were, running in the field playing soft ball, strolling on the track, playing frisby, soooooo many things came into my mind. i almost walk the whole school, but i stop myself from doing tt. im afraid i'll be depress. i misss everything there. thanks for those who left your mark in my life =) secondary school life was perfect. with pon`ing school, talking back to teachers, cutting "Q" in the canteen, acting big in front of the juniors.. AHHHHHHHHH!!! so many things coming in again.

sigh.. but now, every changed. sighh..

well, poly life will be great too. =)

im finally meeting my people! =DD
Sat cycling, Sun Food and heritage game! YAYs! anddd....

TGIF!! its FRIDAY! celebrate.

time really flies. unexpected thing do happen.

Life's getting boring

2007-05-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

well, ive decided not to take tt reception job anymore. =) yes, im tired enough and im having too many commitments. plus, my occupation is a student. study is my piority while having a job is only part time. thanks for all my friends who gaven me advices =)

well, tests and projects are finding their way to look for me alreay. =(

i had *EFFCOM (ENGLISH) test today. was simple when compared to sec english test, of course. fill in the blanks, multiple choice, rearranging sentences and blah blah blah.. haha. but im still scared i might fail =( lol. everything is POSSIBLE! lol.

oh yah, there're alot of classmates who failed their english. hmmm... im lucky tt i passed! lol.

ive been hummming this song "Never Let You Go" for 4 days already. its really emo`ing but NICE! haha..

i realised, 24 hours a day isn't enough for me. i wanna take up classes, go for rugby, go for CO, study for Term Test, revise my work, take up part time job, go shopping, go sing K, DO EVERYTHING. but time is a problem. =( haha. i know, even if ive got 36 hours a day, i'll also complain time not enough. so wad? life is all about complaining and not appreciating. but im learning to appreciate many things now. for example, my friends. my close friends.. i miss them soooooooooooooo damn much can?

-Christine! when are we going to ECP? i misssss cycling with you ='(
-Jasmine! SHOPPING soon okay? ive gotten my pay and we shall do a shopping spree! =DD

-WenBin! Eh! you very busy ah?! like nvr contact you for decades already! when are we going to The Central for shopping and sencery again?!

-MinMin! are we going CO again? like nvr seen you for YEARS!

-Evelyn! i know im meeting you soon, i still miss calling you helmet! wahaha!

-JianCong, Jordan! come come have ice cream okay? but not confirm if i can blangah you not leh. LOL!
-Yuren! every single outting nvr see you. you MIA hur! LOL!
-MeiHong! dunno if you come and see not. but i miss working MOS with you! lets crap real soon okay?!
-SengYong! ai yah, i know he nvr come my blog one, but.. i miss the 200 pound with you! LOL! pleaseeeee meet up soooooon! oh yah, we're meeting on SUNDAY! =DD

ahhhhhhhh!! i really miss you guys! contact and disturb me for whenever you can okay? i miss all your crappings! =((( even though most of us are in the same campus, but we aren't meeting each other!

Should i or should i not?

2007-05-15T11:31:00.000+08:00

early this morning, the reception's manager (not supervisior) called me and had a long talk with me. asked wad happened and asking me to stay. she said im did a good job and its a pity tt i quit. and hope i'll stay while she talk to that stupid aunty.

im confuse. should i stay or should i leave.

if i stay, the aunty will definite show me faces. if i leave, i looked as if i can't take up any challenges. so how? stay or leave?

duhh.. so many things to bother about. this and that..

duhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

going into the depress state already.. ='(( not only this. there's still another reason. HOW?

2007-05-15T00:23:00.000+08:00

JANICE WEI LAN NEVER LET YOU GO LYRICS

The rain just never seems to bring the joy, I feel the same,
Everlasting pain of my loss remains,

My heart can't seem to learn to part,
The hold you left your mark, All that I dreamed of now it seem so stark,
Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in,

*Chorus
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

The way you left me on the train,
I don't know what to say,I remember everything of that day,
I can't believe we'd never dance,
I just need one more chance,To share the sunset,Our one last romance,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now but give in,

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go

=)

this is a nice song. enjoy people!

Happy Mothers' Day to all

2007-05-13T12:58:00.000+08:00

its a very special day. although i always had grudges with her, but honestly, i do love her. never do we celebrate Mothers' Day, but i always wanted to tell her i love her, buy or do something special for her. but, i feel weird. HAHA. i guess, everything will be the same this year. =(

i wants to tell her how sorry i am everytime i talk back to her. i wants to tell her thanks for working so hard for us. i wants to her how deeply i love her. i wants to tell her, Happy Mothers' Day, Mom.

i know i've never been a great daughter. i tried hard. and will try harder.

well, i guess its really impossible for everything. i guess, stopping everything will make me feel better.

Info Counter Work, FINISHED.

2007-05-12T23:56:00.000+08:00

well, i went doggypaw with Jasmine today and bought XueEr along. while i was waiting for cab home, i knew i'll be late for work, and i kindly called the info counter and inform them tt i'll be late. the senior who pick up the phone yelled at me. and warn me that i can't take two part time jobs in the same time. and told me off badly. i was sooooo pissed, and called my supervisior straight. i told her i QUIT and told her everything that stupid aunty told me. my supervisior told me that there's no such rule tt part timers cannot take two jobs. thus, it got on my nerves and i almost refuse to report work tt day.

however, i called another colleague and got to know tt stupid aunty left, so, i went to work. complained and complained to her. i was soooooo damn pissed. and i bet i'll tell tt stupid aunty off if she talk to me again.

PISSED!

after the info work, i went to the icecream shop to disturb my colleagues. LOL. got free ice cream again! lol! =))))

although the icecream's pay is low, but i totally enjoyed it every moment. really! the boss is nice, my colleagues are great and the job is easy!! =DDD its like MOS Burger, so i think i'll stay long there =)

tml, working again =))))

Some Pictures of me recently =)

2007-05-11T07:57:00.000+08:00

Super Recent
see, can even see my nose is peeling after the sun burnt
yah, with this girl
again again and again. but its different days
my favourite girl is the one standing by my left.
this is yiwen
my two classmates
fion and yiwen.

the expected-but-tried-to-avoide thing really happened. =(

anyway, im getting my lappy today! =))

Unexpected CCA =))

2007-05-08T22:14:00.000+08:00

haha! ive joined Touch Rugby. its soooooo unexpected hur? haha. i dunno why, im juz soo interested about it during the CCA fiesta. i signed up for tennis and floor ball too, but i missed their trail. LOL! so, Touch Rugby is my last choice (other than CO), and so, i went for today's training. played games, and some Touch Rugby's rules and GAMES GAMES ALL the night.

oh yah, i might quit the Info counter's job. its sooooo bored there. duhh... wadever =)

i need to sleep soon! =)

YUREN, JORDAN, JC, EVE, MIN, WUGUI, the ONE YEAR contract, i'll SHOW it to you guys! have confidence in me and do support me =))

Life

2007-05-07T15:39:00.000+08:00

well well well.. school was fine. and i realised i really do click welll with QingLing. we've alot of things to share and to talk about. =) hope we'll work together soon! cuz i intro her into the place that im working.

im TRIED and TIRED. sleepy and sleepy.

well, life's all about challenges. we get matured by crossing this obstacles one by one. the more we experience, the more we tend to think further. its really a life lesson to everyone. so, my dear friend, do stay happy and trust us, although time can't change anything, but you do. it depends on how you see this thing. you'll end up being a more "you yong de ren". i saw those who nvr experience anything, who live in luxuries, who spend like no body's business, who do anything they like.. they aren't like us, we need to think before we do anything, therefore, we got stress up easily. but friend, you gained alot. don't think that its something that's stressing you, treat it as a challenge. and i believe you can do it! JIA YOU christine.

P.S: although i can't write as good as cailing =( but i tried my best already! hope you really feel better and be the cheerful christine i know months ago. JIAYOU, bestie!

its SAT tomorrow! FINALLY

2007-05-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

YAY! its tomorrow that im meeting my dudes and babes! We're going to WILDWILDWET again. haha. i can still remember the last time i went was during March end with astro, minmin and evelyn i think. its soooo fast that im going there again. but this time with soo many ppl. but i've got no idea who's really going anyway. ahha.

i miss my people! im sure we're going to have fun tomorrow.

no work these two days and im soooooo relax. oh yah, i skipped one EMaths lecture today. ahha.

Sorry for Not blogging frequently

2007-05-03T21:13:00.000+08:00

i think i lost many readers to my blog already. ahha. cuz my counter isn't jumping as much as i were having 'o' lvls tt time. so sorry for the unfrequent blogging because of my poly life and part time work.

well, i stuff myself with many many things. go to schoo in the morning and work almost everyday at night. im not so desperate for money btw, its juz that the Ice Cream shop needs me and i also enjoyed there. cuz i feel belonged. the manager makes me feel im somebody there and thus, i nvr regret taking up that job. although i do feel tired everytime and groaned to myself everytime after work because of the tireness, i nvr regretted before =)

life in poly was boring. it gets bored after 3 weeks of study and projects are coming in already. and i juz had EMaths test today. its 20 MCQ questions and asking stupid things. but the EMaths lecture was tough. we started learning the some complex matrix which i don't understand because of the boring lecturer. i think i'll need to work hard and ask my tutor during tutorial next week. but today's test is really, NO USE.

today's FACOM lab was expectedly boring too. the Indian tutor was like closing her eyes while talking to us. maybe because of her thick panda eyes? haha. i know im very bad to say this, but her lesson is really really sleepy. but the cool thing is, we're going to visit the aircon plant next week. i heard that it's a very huge enclosed area. haha. dunno lah.

THIF!! thank god its friday soon. its tomorrow! and lesson will end at 1pm! haha. ive been waiting for friday for so long! haha.

i'll try to blog soon. haha.

Which CCA?

2007-04-30T17:20:00.000+08:00

well, we should be choosing our CCA by then. BUT.. give me some idea, which CCA to choose?

- Chinese Orchestra
- Tennis
- Student Union
- Engineering School Club
- Integrated Facilities Design and Management Club
- Floor Ball
- Canoe Polo

lol! scarly i really end up in CO. LOL!

well, well, well, i fall sick again! damn it! within a week, i fall sick TWICE. it started off with heavy running nose and cough, and now, im having a big headache and feeling sooo sleepy although i'd took a 3hrs nap juz now.

soooo many ppl's falling sick. toooooooo many already!

school started two weeks already, ive started seeing ppl's true colours and all. like my class, there's a girl name Cheryl, she came from Sec 5 as well and is from a rich family. she got everything she wants and i doubt she ever work before. as one of the oldest in class, i dunno how to put it nicely, so, i describe her as proud and self-centered. she don't talk nor mix with the rest of the girls, but hang around with the boys herself and one more other same clan girl, named geraldine. of course, the rest of us feel it too. she looked down on us or wadever. but i don't bother also. we're still friends, of course!

the next girl is from another rich family too. im so sorry to describe her as naive. but she's one of my closest friend in school. sometimes i really do want to teach her. she nvr gone outside to work before and thus, won't know wad the outside world is about. she thought all of the classmates are like her, talk freely and act freely. everyday after lesson, she would want all the classmates to have lunch together. but it really will never ever come together. because we're too big group. how can all the 20 students find a space in the canteen where its lunch time? too big means too many cliques. one have to wait for another, how long will it takes to reach the canteen then? she juz want everyone to be bonded, i know. but its too difficult. and of course, we can't visit the CCA fiesta together in a group of 20 right? i dunno, i juz feel she's really too naive. but of course, she's still one of my closest friend =)

the rest are fine. oh yah, i like this classmate, she's WanHui and YanYi's colleage. i realised i can talk to her many things. she felt the same like i do. but she isn't one of my closest friend. haha. we juz talk when we met and hardly spent time in school or sit in the LT together. well, that's call fate? hhaa.

im working later on. but im not feeling very good.

shall i go to Crystal's house after work to ton? but im having performance tomorrow. should i, or should i not?

The New Chapter

2007-04-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

KAOS! im falling sick. serious block nose, non-stop running nose, light coughing, serious sore throat. im getting a flu i think =) ahha. maybe because of the cold LTs and Classrooms? HAHA.

anyway, i found a part-time job near my house, although the pay is low, but the environment is really nice. luckily the manager is a young men, if it was a lady, i bet she'll be extremely fussy. i cannot stand him! lol. KEEP ON PRAISING ME CAN? LOL. but he's very "di siao". i enjoyed working there maybe because im not the only newcomer? haha. at least there's another guy from SP year 3 joined with me. oh yah, im selling ice-cream. haha. New Zealand Natural. i learn how to scoop, make shake, smoothie, many many more. i nvr know scooping icecream needs soooooo much skills! haha.

school was fantastic! i meet my classmates(ALL) every morning and go lesson together. its how united we are! haha. if one is late, all of us will be late. time is short in school, because i end at 1pm most of the days and i start at 1pm on tuesday. haha. the modules i took was quite fun, i enjoyed the REBUS (Real Estate Business) and AUTOCAD ( Auto-Computer Aided Design) alot. ahha. the AUTOcad is like playing the SIMS. haha. whereas the REBUS we learn the law of the property, blah blah blah. oh yah, the MOST boring lesson, where i SMS during lecture everytime, is Engineering Maths. We're learing AMATHs from the basic. remember i told you bout the Quadratic and Linear Equation? the lecturer proceeded to Simultaneous and Matrix already.

we learnt how to do addition and subtraction in matrix in 1 hour lecture. i was like SIAN HALF. but we also cannot blame lah, there're some students who did not take AMATHS in their sec school. can say im lucky? haha.

oh yah, i highly recommend the movie "200 pound beauty" to all. i watched it twice and find it really really nice and touching. haha. the first time i watch was with Crystal and Jordan. then i caught the second time today with SengYong and Alex. VERY VERY NICE!

takecare! =))))

My New class.

2007-04-24T10:02:00.000+08:00

a bit blur hur

Whole class

the ladies

My Two closest friends. but we actually have one more =)

Tired.

2007-04-23T22:08:00.000+08:00

i was working yesterday, and complained to my colleague that im tired. but she replied me, its not tired, we're juz tired of living. its only 18 years, and this thought came in. well, are we weird?

sigh.. although its a new chapter, but i dunno why, its true, im tired of living. living without a goal? HAHA. or should i set some goals for myself?

- get boyfriend
- complete my diploma
- save money to buy laptop
- get married
- duhh..

haha. there's nothing for me to blog anyway.

school was fine, but we're learning LINEAR EQUATION AND QUADRATIC EQUATION now. HAHA. i was like, duhh.........

we're learning Vectors, trigo, expo, log, ALL OVER AGAIN.

haha.

Empty Hopes, Again and Again

2007-04-22T22:17:00.000+08:00

well, school'll be starting real soon. gotten yourself prepared? pencil case, fullscap papers, note books, organisers, ect ect..

why do people give empty hopes? it always cause disappointment.

this isn't the first time.

sigh..

Go, Temasek Go

2007-04-21T17:43:00.000+08:00

orientation finished yesterday. it was FANTASTIC! wonderful classmates, wonderful engergix, wonderful games, wonderful Orientation. i really enjoyed myself, and got HIGH day by day.

first day was a bit boring but it ended nice =)

second day, was HIGH! cheered, jumped, do all sorts of crazy thing.

last day, a BIG WOW for FDM N703! HAHA. really got HIGH!

well, my class was bonded already. =)

NICE NICE NICE!

i love the sign language =DD

Engineering School. =)

WAHAHA! Temasek GO! xDD

My love.

MOVED!

Lovely Girl's 17th Birthday!

我会坚强。。

Premenstrual Syndrome. (PMS)

My Wonderful Aunt, Ah Yi! ((:

iHATEyou *pardon me with my sensored languages.

Tiring Day.

Praise Lord!

EastCoastPark

Friends, are my reasons of JOY

Sigh..

Lovely Siti and FookGuan

Holidays are here

Her Heartbeat Stopped.

ONEmorePAPER, threeMOREdays! Geeeeeeee!

SUPER WEDNESDAY!

Flink Flang Flunk

True Love

Engine Mathematics Paper DOWN

Great Service, with Great People!

OUT

((:

I've enough of stress. please, dont add on to it.

can't sleep ):

YUNQI @ work ((:

Boring Tuesday

Beautiful Monday

Photos (:

Confusion

Presentation, Projects COMPLETED! ((:

Oh My Tian

Set me free )':

Projects, Tests, Presentations

Life's Fragile

Teminal 3 and A380 Study Trip

Prayers

super ((:

Mood Swing

i hope time will stop.

Mood Swing

So much fun at work today.

Terrible work.

My Greatest Lord

Work is all about play

hmm.. Secret.. LOL

Misunderstandings Cleared

Appreciate ((:

Tired, Mentally and Physically Tired.

CAM-WHORING in NZN ((:

In Lord I Trust

Grandma Unconscious

JESUS SO LOVE ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SWEETIE! (yesterday)

Random

sorry, im having serious PMS

Sec One Learning Camp

Macau Study Trip

Praise god.

Thank God. ((:

Bless her. my love.

Projects Projects Projects

Try This

Praise Daddy.

Great Dinner last night!

張棟樑 北極心的眼淚

((:

Child of God.

Who am I?

Woots!

Time's flying

Term Test :)

A Day Out

Moodless

PMS`ing, so this might be a very EMO post.

HAhahaha!

im BLESSED lately! =D

=DDDD

TP chinese orchestra

some PICTURES

張棟樑北極心的眼淚