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well, we should be choosing our CCA by then. BUT.. give me some idea, which CCA to choose? - Chinese Orchestra - Tennis - Student Union - Engineering School Club - Integrated Facilities Design and Management Club - Floor Ball - Canoe Polo lol! scarly i really end up in CO. LOL! well, well, well, i fall sick again! damn it! within a week, i fall sick TWICE. it started off with heavy running nose and cough, and now, im having a big headache and feeling sooo sleepy although i'd took a 3hrs nap juz now. soooo many ppl's falling sick. toooooooo many already! school started two weeks already, ive started seeing ppl's true colours and all. like my class, there's a girl name Cheryl, she came from Sec 5 as well and is from a rich family. she got everything she wants and i doubt she ever work before. as one of the oldest in class, i dunno how to put it nicely, so, i describe her as proud and self-centered. she don't talk nor mix with the rest of the girls, but hang around wit...

KAOS! im falling sick. serious block nose, non-stop running nose, light coughing, serious sore throat. im getting a flu i think =) ahha. maybe because of the cold LTs and Classrooms? HAHA. anyway, i found a part-time job near my house, although the pay is low, but the environment is really nice. luckily the manager is a young men, if it was a lady, i bet she'll be extremely fussy. i cannot stand him! lol. KEEP ON PRAISING ME CAN? LOL. but he's very "di siao". i enjoyed working there maybe because im not the only newcomer? haha. at least there's another guy from SP year 3 joined with me. oh yah, im selling ice-cream. haha. New Zealand Natural. i learn how to scoop, make shake, smoothie, many many more. i nvr know scooping icecream needs soooooo much skills! haha. school was fantastic! i meet my classmates(ALL) every morning and go lesson together. its how united we are! haha. if one is late, all of us will be late. time is short in school, because i end at 1pm most...

a bit blur hur Whole class the ladies My Two closest friends. but we actually have one more =)

i was working yesterday, and complained to my colleague that im tired. but she replied me, its not tired, we're juz tired of living. its only 18 years, and this thought came in. well, are we weird? sigh.. although its a new chapter, but i dunno why, its true, im tired of living. living without a goal? HAHA. or should i set some goals for myself? - get boyfriend - complete my diploma - save money to buy laptop - get married - duhh.. haha. there's nothing for me to blog anyway. school was fine, but we're learning LINEAR EQUATION AND QUADRATIC EQUATION now. HAHA. i was like, duhh......... we're learning Vectors, trigo, expo, log, ALL OVER AGAIN. haha.

well, school'll be starting real soon. gotten yourself prepared? pencil case, fullscap papers, note books, organisers, ect ect.. why do people give empty hopes? it always cause disappointment. this isn't the first time. sigh..

orientation finished yesterday. it was FANTASTIC! wonderful classmates, wonderful engergix, wonderful games, wonderful Orientation. i really enjoyed myself, and got HIGH day by day. first day was a bit boring but it ended nice =) second day, was HIGH! cheered, jumped, do all sorts of crazy thing. last day, a BIG WOW for FDM N703! HAHA. really got HIGH! well, my class was bonded already. =) NICE NICE NICE! i love the sign language =DD Engineering School. =) WAHAHA! Temasek GO! xDD

i was sooooo depressed a few hours ago when i was in the bus, on my way to meet Jasmine at the pet's shop. i felt soo awful to drop my tears in the bus. so pai seh. it was a long way from my grandma's house to katong. everything flows through my mind on my way there. she took the same bus as me and we sat seperately. i looked at her, more and more thoughts came in. i know ive got to accept it. but i juz can't figure. why is that so? felt more and more awful, sms`ed three of my goodfriends and asked for listening ear. one by one, they replied me. =) im so blessed to have such great friends. yah, i felt really really better after blashing everything out to you in MSN. a BIG thankyou. that's all i need. someone to listen and listen and listen. xD well, i guess i can only accept it. there's nth i can do the change anything. i'll have to bare with it until the day i get marry. and, i will accept it. i really felt awful on my way to Katong. teard dropped, and it flows...

went bugis yesterday with my aunt and bought a pair of converse sneakers which ive been eyeing for weeks. =) aunt sponsored me 50 bucks while i pay the rest. but i paid only 20 bucks for that shoe. treated my aunt to a chinese resturant and had "xiao Long bao" again. but this time round, my aunt said it was fabulous. ahaa.. got myself two pairs of matching socks to go with my sneakers. and bought a set of VCD. HAHA. casted by Xiao Zhu and Da S. "zhuan jiao yu shang ai". it is VERY nice. there's something to keep me occupy these two days while majority of my friends start school =( why TP so odd one?! LOL. i want to start school FAST. im getting bored. its soo early now eh. but going CO later. i dreamt something that was sweet. =))))

well, went jordan's hourse to stay over two days ago and came home yesterday. yah, it was SOOO fun with them. though it only consisted of 7 of us. JAsmine, Evelyn, JianCong, YuRen, Jordan, JiaWei and Me. but we had sooo much fun. especially the steamboat part. LOL. sorry, no camera, so no photos. LOL. but please imagine the scene! LOL. jordan grabbing the food, jasmine and i shouting across each other, JC eating fishballs machiam eating chewy gum*SO LOUD LAH, yuren serving us, jiawei KPKB here and there, evelyn crying for sotong ball... LOL. mahjong`ed throughout the night and slept at 0630. woke up at 0930+ and continue mahjong til 1330+ and home`ed. slept a while and out with Astro and XiaoBai. they came all the way from SP to simei juz to meet me. LOL! wahah. played pool, had dinner and home`ed. well, going out with aunt today and buying sneakers for poly. =DDD orientation starts next wed. xDD i guess there's no way im going to talk through mom regards my allowance. neither ...

well, i went to report report work early this morning and they said they finished typing all the datas already. so, happily i went home. HAHA. oh yah, i sent XuEER back to the shop to stay for a few days. LOL. they missed her so much. LOL. when i left the shop, the poor XuEEr thought i don't want her anymore. LOL. LOOK and LOOK and LOOK. HAHA. and i did manicure/pedicure for Jasmine yesterday. quite satisfied lah. my first attempt leh. LOL. but within an hour, she ruin the manicure. @@%%^$^^&*(() LOL. slept without my dog last night seems a bit weird. came home and almost shouted her name. LOL. duhh... going out with JC, EVE, JASMINE, JORDAN and JIAWEI later. =)) i had the same dream again. but this time round its the continueous of the previous one. remember tt time i dreamt tt JJ Lin is my long lost brother? last night, i dreamt tt he moved in and stayed with us. treat me so good and even went genting with me. K-box`ed with me and shopped with me. i was so real. is it a sign...

sorry guys for showing a BLACK face through out the whole shopping trip. im juz being tired. faced the comp for 4 hours doing the same thing over and over again during work. SIAN. oh man, i almost died of suffocation juz now. as you see, my matress is beside a standing KING size spring matress. and its almost stable. while i was having my afternoon nap, the stupid KING size matress fall on me. it was sooo heavy. i couldn't came out and was suffocating in between the matresses. i screamed and shouted for help, but none of them came in. they thought it was XUEER*my dog *bullying me. LOL. i was still struggling to breadth. finally, i broke down to tears and CRIED soooo loudly, then they came in and help. i was sooo angry lah! i ALMOST DIED lah. duhh.. haven she realise, we can't talk nor discuss anything nicely. the first month, she said she'll be giving me a hundred only. i was like, WTH. if this were to be continue, i guess i might ended up stealing OR ROBBERY. *but im not s...

well, Mom had no intention to increase my allowance. im soooo ERRRR... you see, $200 per month, inclues bus fare, breakfast and lunch, is it enough? $200 - $52 (bus concession) = $148 $148 / $31 (a month) = $4.80 WAH! $4.80 a day? can't they be more understanding? how can i survive with $4.80 a day? even if i take up part time job, it'll only enough for my other stuffs, by the way, they should pay for my meals and raise me up wad! i tried to talk to mom. but she wants me to understand her. but OH GOD, how can i survive with $4.80 per day? i rather KILL myself and no need to spend anymore. $4.80, even lowest than my secondary school allowance. she said $200 for 2nd brother is enough, why not me? hello, BUS FARE rised, FOOD PRICE rise. she thought Singapore's economy isn't growing. wa kao. i really can't stand her lah. she juz won't understand. fine then, i shall work and work all day. and please don't complain that im not home before 10 then. i ne...

the Amazing Race was great. i was the Facilitator and grouped with Jasmine, JiaWei, Jian Cong and Hui Kia. it was DAMN tiring with them lah. JianCong and HuiKia was soooo Chiong. LOL. but in the end, we still lose because of the route we had. after dinner at VIVO, we all went to Jordan's house ar WoodLands and had a sleepover. Mahjong, Mahjong and still Mahjong. HAHA. but in the end, JianCong, YuRen, Evelyn and i couldn't help, but SLEPT. HAHA. this time round, we four squeezed in a KING size bed. HAHA. woke up by YUREN in the morning, did some cleaning up and off to FCCO. so shit lah. MinMin and i took bout an hour plus to reach. we reached at bout 11.30, and at 1, brother and i needs to meet Paternal's relative for the "Qing Ming Jie". we bused to Bishan and to that Temple. offerings and offerings to my late grandpa, YE YE. he passed away even before my eldest brother was born. so, non of us really see him before. well, we can't predict the future.

i went grandma house ytd and stayed overnight here. TODAY's the day =) from this event, we can really see who're those who are nice and supportive. thanks friends that are willing to join in the fun. =) as we've said, the more the merrier. Everyone please help us pray that everything will run smoothly and nicely today. No Cork ups please. =)

Praying hard that everything would be fine =) US. xD the BRAVE ONES! HAHA! MinMin with her *VERY SCARED look. ME! =P YuRen xDD Before setting off..... OUR WAY UP..... RIGHT UP THERE...... BOOM!!! AHHHHH!!! i think i screamed too loud. HAHA. the usual boys game. US =D our hotel AHAH. that's not all the pic. but too lazy to wait lah. blogger so slow. went out with the same old ppl again. to TP and TM shopping. bought a shorts! YAY! well, did you guys watch "JUST FOLLOW LAW"? remember the laozhabor.blogspot.com? HAHA. it actually exis! and belongs to that Folk! LOL! sooo funny. well, tml, OUT again.. =DDDD

Sat 31/3/07 it was YuRen's birthday, Evelyn, MinMin, Jian Cong, Jordan and me wanted to give him a surprise by putting a birthday cake at his door.HHA. but too bad, they're unit is a corridor unit and the windows and door are open. we took a hard time crawling. but stil, they he saw us. HAHA. after blowing the candles, we went to ParkWay to shop. then I went to Evelyn's house to stay overnight. we had a sleepless night because of the excitement! haha. Some Retardds. LOL. YuRen's Bdae Cake. YuRen with his PJs! Sun 1/4/07 APRIL FOOLS! haha. woke up at 6.15am, we took turns to bathe and went down to meet the others and board the bus to genting. my partner was Jordan then, the whole lot of us listened to songs, slept, played, gossiped and it was a loooonnnngg way. ALL OF US WERE so excited! haha. Reached Genting at bout 2pm, had KFC for lunch and SHOPPING! haha. played some indoor games and SHOPPED again. ahaha. Had dinner and went to watch the guys play bowling. then...