My love.

went out with Astro and XiaoBai for SHOPPING! wheeeeeee~ but i ended up kenna bully by stupid astro. Kaos. we went Suntec, for both the Food Fair and Games Fair. well, not bad though (: went Marina Sq shop shop and back to suntec. whaaha! Not bad, we still can slack for 4 - 5 hours. HAHa. went to the Place of Joy after tt. talk and talk to Siti about so many things and she never fail to make me gain my confidence for myself (: with her around, i know im not so bad. (: wheeeee~ thankYou, Lovely girl! (: well, Joy seems far from me. ): sometimes, i must really understand those things. well, but who cares anyway? ): i seriously need Joy. i need Fun. i need Laughter. ): i seems to lose everyone. ): sigh.. Dear Lord, please bring Joy to me again. ): Lord, please make me feel You tomorrow. I seriously need to feel Your Love. ): In Jesus almighty Name, Amen!

Grandma discharged today! Praise Lord, Praise Jesus! AMEN! Not only she came back to life, but she's recovering tremendously! Thank God, that my prayers were heard each and everytime. (: i can't be bothered to blog yesterday because im hooked by doing something! (: and Praise Lord, ive completed! wheeee~ another thing to go. haha. this current one is more tough, more challenging! but i know, with Jesus around, whom shall i fear!? AMEN! (: i'll complete it on time and make it a wonderful one! Amen! wahaha! Working yesterday was fine. (: facing my laptop the whole hour and *ahem, nvr really do my part yesterday. HAHA. sorry lah, Idiot. i wanna go kbox! wheeeee. ive been waiting for dunno how long alr. and... who's willing to go together? waha! (: Daddy, with You around, i rest. You'll complete all my job, and i will rest. (: i know, no matter how difficult it is, but with You around, i know i can complete it with wonderful works. (: Lord, I thank You, for hearing my p...

the trip to EastCoastPark was actually cancelled. but we last min decided to carry on. therefore, Astro, YuRen and I went there for cycling! wheeeee~ i shall let the pictures do the talking! (: wheeeeeeeeeeeee~ we went pool after that. took some pictures, but its not with me. wahah! (: Yuren and i. we do look like big sister and little brother! lol! wahaha okay, trying to be crazy. US! Astro and I. WAHAH! US again (: This two. i swear they took this themselves one. HE, keep on look into his mirror! lol! and tidying up his hair. LOL! okay, yuren trying to be stupid! ME! SOME RANDOM PICS! Me with my surprised cake at NZN two Jokers and I AGAIn My classmate, Badd and I

Im blessed with wonderful people in my life. well, it'll be a long post. ThankYou, my lovely hunks and babes. its a super nice 18th birthday. with laughter with smiles. FooChow was LOL! they deco`ed me and made me stupid. LOL. but, thankYou, these Lovely Girls. HA. yesterday, i met Evelyn, MinMin, JunPei, Crystal, YuRen, Jordan, SengYong and JianCong at Marina Bay MRT station. although it was very wahaha! but its super duper nice! i was the LIMELIGHT at the MRT station eh! haha. they forced me to wear a tiara and carry a worn*did i spelled correctly?* all the way to MarinaSouth for steamboat. waha. and..... it was a nice one. we played bowl after dinner, and i lost both the matches. HA. okay okay, im lousy lah. LOL. went Evelyn's house to sleepover. chat until 0330 and went to sleep. (: wheeee~ ThankYou, Evelyn MinMin Jasmine Astro JianCong YiXun Crystal JunPei SengYong YuRen Alex JiaWei Valerie Jordan Christine For Everything! and, Those Warm Wishes, from Everyone. (: be it ...

i think, i won't want to reach home earlier than 2230 anymore. today, i stayed at home, and nvr go anywhere at night. as its a saturday, i did house chores. i vacummed the floor. well, efford at home will nvr pay off. as usual, he and she, nag and nag non stop at me. from the aircon, to the washing of dishes. its really F* up if they're like tt everyday. sigh. childish people will forever be childish, bias people will forever be bias. she nvr think, who the hell rush home, juz to help her hold her groceries? and let go the chance of hanging out with friends? and when i told her my friends going to celebrate my birthday for me. and guess wad? she start to nag again. sometimes, i really wish to turn off my ear and juz do whatever i like. when they nag, they won't think, will anything accumilate inside me. sigh.. they, themselves can argue with my dad, that the people who thought of sucide is not by a one time accident. is by accumilating. sighh.. aren't they afraid? i ear...

well, i had my first birthday cake for my 18th birthday hours ago. (: all started from me, going down. and im dumb enough to not to realise that the two lovely angels discuss about it. and im also dumb to believe that they wanted to close shop sooooo early because siti got to accompany her sister alone at home. waha! when siti is closing the shutter, FookGuan says he needs the toilet. but i saw him walking downstairs. and i thought, maybe he prefer the toilet downstairs. HAHA. then, when siti knows that he's gone, can see that she was shocked. waha. when im serving ice cream to our neighbour, siti says she needs the toilet and she went off. after very long time, i felt werid. haha. but before i drop into any conclusion, the two lovely angels came back with lighted candles on a lovely cake. (: you two, wahha! (: thankyou! and you two really made my day! (: this shop is superb full of Joy. Siti, ThankYOU! and i LOVE you! my super best friend! *pssssss. my first malay close friend! wh...

well, today ends the semester one. and i SHOULD go to the hospital today.. but my mom wants me to buy groceries, there for, she says, NO NEED TO GO EVERYDAY. im utterly disappointed anyway. sigh.. is groceries sooo much important than beloved grandma? sigh.. dun wait till we can't do anything, but regret. sooooooooo diasppointed. anyway, i went back to mjr this afternoon, after my exam.. saw majority of the teachers. and met most of the 5A people. well, can see that they're still the same, and fine. (: in the end, Wenbin,Timothy, Yixun, Calvin, KherMeng and i went to disturb Ms Ng and Ms Tan. this two teachers machiam our friends. haha. but they're nice though. wheeeee. wahaha. Poor Ms Ng, kenna bullied by me all the while. and guess wad? in the end, Wenbin, Calvin, Timothy, YiXun and i went bugis with MsNG and MsTan for lunch. (: crap, and brought back many many memories. that was then.. whenever wenbin, timo, jas and i were talking at that corner, MsNg*kimberly will defin...