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well, yesterday work was fine and Evelyn visited with her boy. (: it was fun actually. working with IDIOT and this shows that we fought all the waaayyy.. Idiot is still idiot. always bully me. IDIOT. but, the place of joy can always cast my troubles away. (: but, 为什么是他，而不是你？ Idiot always make me furious lah. duhh! however, Joy is all i found there. (: hmm.. Today's Evelyn's 17th Birthday. (: of course, we're celebrating! (: and, truely hope that she'll love the little gift from us! (: wheeeee~ and.. i pray that Jesus can bless me FINANCIALLY! im kind of broke! ): anyway, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, EVELYN TAN YU JUN! you're 17! (: and soon, you'll be 18, then 19 then 20, then 60. hahah! (: im sure by then, we'll be enjoying our life with high teas and be a high class "taiTai"! (: and of course, we'll still be friends forever. no matter what happends, i'll still be there, That's what friends are for! (: you're superb LOVED by me. *and your

我不哭。因为我是个大女孩了。 我告诉我自己，与其让自己不舒服，不如早点做个了断。 虽然我知道，我会是自己孤独的度过至一切。。 可是我会坚强。 加油了，YunQi.. (: dun worry, i'm still the strongest, the bravest. no worries, i'll be alright! nothing had actually happened, but thoughts just filled me. i guess its the stupid PMS that resulted me. (: im fine, im truely fine. maybe after my menses, i'll be alright! and, im really good. (: 我不再哭了。。　(:

Most women with premenstrual syndrome experience only a few of the problems. The most common symptoms are: Weight gain from premenstrual water retention Abdominal bloating Breast tenderness Stress or anxiety Depression Crying spells Mood swings , irritability or anger Appetite changes and food cravings Trouble falling asleep ( insomnia ) Joint or muscle pain Headache Fatigue (medical) Acne Swelling of Breasts Trouble concentrating Social withdrawal Body temperature increase ----------------------------------------------------- well, can see, im having PMS, and it become worst in the night especially. ): went out with Mui to Sing Post for something and we almost finishing! (: Praise Lord. but when its almost done, i felt muscleache around my waist. ): it was terrible actually. hmm.. oh yah, results were out. i didn't score well.. ): RealEstateBusiness : D+ FacilitiesOperation/M: C EMaths1 : A EffectiveCom: B Auto Cads: B+ WriteOral: C APel: Passed GPA: 2.75 *sad* Overall Pas

well, Praise Lord, Grandma discharged today. (: and that's why i went there to stay overnight yesterday. Thank Lord, for my wonderful Aunt. (: before i fall asleep last night, i was talking to Aunt. i told her, how i despise my Brother, what happened last year, the incident when i ran out of the house in the middle of the night, i told her how He treat me treat Dad at home, how She treat US differently. well, im actually blessed with wonderful Aunt. we had great talk until 12 plus. (: Luckily ive got her, ive got my friends, if not, i would have sucided. (: honestly, i did gave a thought to that. sometimes, i really feel tired and sick of everything. Everytime, they scold me, they pick on me, i really feel helpless. i wouldn't want to argue back, cuz i want peace. but, no worries people, im not silly. (: when i told her that incident where i ran away, she said something, that i was SUPERBLY touched. she said, "Next time, come here, no matter how late, we'll bring you i

seriously and honestly, i despise you. You're forever finding grudges with me. or perhaps, you think you're the King. but want to let you know, my God is the King, and you're just a piece of useless SHIT. think dude, you claimed that you're so fillial, come on, freak, *talk to my ass*. ever since granny admitted to the hospital and ever since she almost leave us, WHERE WERE YOU? stuffing your head inside the toilet bowl looking for shit? you're so fillial, while im a retarded, schoolling, working, and visiting granny? even the not close relatives, even 2nd uncle went to the hospital. WHERE WERE YOU? i bet, granny won't remember having you as her grandson. i bet she've forgotten you. You claimed that you're busy with your work. but WTH, you spent your time infront of the computer the whole day, like, WOW, you're SOOOOO hardworking eh? sorry, i seriously despise you. you're 22 and honestly speaking you have no brain. or perhaps, 有头没脑，有脑生草。i know yo