我会坚强。。

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我不哭。因为我是个大女孩了。
我告诉我自己，与其让自己不舒服，不如早点做个了断。

虽然我知道，我会是自己孤独的度过至一切。。 可是我会坚强。

加油了，YunQi..

(: dun worry, i'm still the strongest, the bravest.
no worries, i'll be alright!

nothing had actually happened, but thoughts just filled me. i guess its the stupid PMS that resulted me. (: im fine, im truely fine. maybe after my menses, i'll be alright! and, im really good. (:






我不再哭了。。　(:

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