I shall buck up!

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its 0806 hrs. yes, im early. gg to school soon for my chemistry remedia and study session? yup. im all ready. juz killing the time. i shall spent my holidays productively! no east coast, no pet shop. only home, school, library. that's ALL. i really really want to work hard. and i WILL work hard. i don't want to disappoint anyone. and i also dun wan anyone to look down on me! i shall prove to them. for eg, my family. they expect me to go ITE and i shall NOT follow wad they expected.

by the way, im SO pissed off by my mom ytd. she came, and know tt my friends gave me roller blade for my bdae. and SCOLDED me. she claim tt i told my friends that they should buy roller blade for me. hello? its my bdae and you nv celebrate neither did you give me money for celebration and here you are, talking crap. everyone gave me $$, you? scoldings. i thought i move here will be more "peaceful" but NO. i really can't understand you. 2nd brother and me, you treated him lyk a king and yet, for me? a rubbish. fine then. i shall do wad i want and you shall not bother me. im OLD enough to take care of myself.

im so so so pissed off and disappointed. i tot she will tell me to take care of it and becareful. but no. she scolded me. did she really treat me lyk her own daugther?

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