My love.

school was boring today. =( had ENGLISH test again. wa kao! machiam every week one english test. LOL. after that, met WenBin and Jasmine and off we go to MJR. school seems like stranger to me. it wasn't as friendly as before. everything seems far to me. went up to CO, juniors saw me machiam nvr see me. never even say hi, nor giving a damn of who we are. well, MJR seems far.. im sorry, im PMS`ing. everything might sound EMO. HAHA. two days nvr see tt cute guy already =( LOL 最遥远的距离，是他在你身边却不知到你爱他。。。

i engross myself with studies and work everyday. juz trying my best not to come home early or stay home with them. life's sooo much different without my big brother around. i kinda missed the past. but what to do? life gonna carry on. but im going beserk day by day. after big brother moved out, HE became the KING and SHE became the QUEEN. childishly, i would say, they gang up to torture US, or maybe ME alone. i always wanted a happy family, caring mother, playful brother, and a protective dad. but ive got NONE. i know i've got to be contented because ive at least got a family. some people out there don't. but A FAMILY is not enough. where's my happiness? SHE woke me up early in the morning juz to get me take out some stupid rubber glove that we used to wash my dog's battok. and scolded me for throwing it into the toilet bowl. (its not me, and im not tt stupid) i was soooo bloody tired and SHE woke me up juz for this. im a light sleeper, i can't get back to sleep

Qing Ling and i From the bottom, Qing Ling, Seekia and Fion US again =D AHAH! well, act emo =DD Two of us again =DD well well well.. i pon`ed two lesson yesterday =( its simply toooooooo boring can? expected, one is EMaths Lecture. so, my classmates and i went han river for lunch. it was a bloated lunch can?! lol! i was suppose to work at 7pm, but i was there at 2plus. so, i went in and helped out without punching in my card. i know its stupid lah. but, i enjoy it mah. LOL. ytd was a very tiring day =X while i was closing the shop, he came =D lol. i realised we can't have any heart to heart talk. you won't want to listen and i won't tell either. maybe we've really drifted part? honestly, i was quite irritated yesterday night. i tried to tell you but you won't listen. =( ive got alot to share to someone, i hope its you but i can't. you're my bestfriend. i hope you still care.

yeessss! im definitely blessed. my relationship with my friends and classmates are great and not forgetting SOME other thing that happened during work. LOL. i juz so damn look forward to work every alternative days. =D *you know why. well well well, i shall keep it a secret until its settled. =) oh man! i had Maths test today. not very easy though. haha. the stupid Gaution or dunno wad elimination is making me crazy. but i got full marks for that question. HAHA. topic today was Quadratic equation (its not VERY easy. especiall tt gau wad ever elimination), Matrix (not easy too, cuz we're doing 3x3 inverse matrix. normally we only do 2x2 and det for matix. but now is 3x3). yah, only this two chapters. LOL. after maths, we had FACOM test. on AIR VENDILATION (aircon) and Water destribution. i dun think i can pass the test lah! remember tt i did the test last week? the english test? one got 11/15, another one got 9.75/15. AHHA. my maths paper today was 29/30. COOL YAH? lol! im HAPPY. i

im SOOOOOOOOOOO looking for work everynight! =)))) MY CUTE! =DDD

haha. expectedly, i joined their CO due to the disturb of YuRen, MeiHong and Kenny. i went the practice yesterday and saw their strength. it was pathetic. but there are 7 PiPa. isn't it weird? LOL. but nvm, the songs were easy. haha. i nvr know i can sight read tt good. LOL. oh yah, remember tt i met my people for the food and heritage race? WE WON the 4th prize.my group consist of Evelyn, Jordan, TsuTing, SengYong and Me. =D it was a great, fantastic group! =D we chiong like no body's business, we ate sooo fast, we ran like mad! lol! and yep, our effort paid off. lol. the other group consist of Crystal, JunPei, Alex and JianCong. LOL. you see, SURE lose. (opps! i nvr mean anything) but they're also not bad lah. got 11th. and i guess there're more than 30 groups. lol. our group was powerful tt day. we juz swallow the food down, and i doubt non of us chew it or anything. LOL. we finished two bowls or fish beehoon in 1min 58 sec. LOL! it was damn fast! anyway, im proud of

ME, trying to get the balloons off me. lol. but its two pretty balloons! EAT YOU! my darling and i Goldfish? ME again ~ i still like this pic the most!

well, the whole TP is sooooo damn crowded today because of the CNN fund raising.. students set up booth to raise funds for the needy students. that reminds me of MJR`s heartstrings day =) haha. yes, i paid 2 bucks to go into the haunted house to scare myself. its really NICE. really scary, really fun! lol! i screamed my hearts out! lol. real people acting and scaring us. its perfect. haha. got myself 2 balloons by donating a dollar. supported sengyong and ate ice creams. met yuren outside business school and off we went to TM for lunch and some catch up. i finally saw him. lol. ate pasta and shopped around. i felt sooo tired and home`ed now. LOL. sighh.. still got to work later. =.=! i dunno why, i felt furious... well, i should stay a distance away from you i think. its terrible. ='( YAYS! finally going out with my people tomorrow! =DDDDDDDDDDDDD Well, some random pics =) see our shoes after the rugby training yesterday Fion and me during Maths lecture.

hmm.. its drizzling the whole day today but still, i went for rugby training. and guys, its TOUCH rugby. not RUGBY. its two total different thing.. the field today was DAMN wet and muddy. but we don't care, we juz made ourselves sooooo dirty but enjoyed the games. =) im getting the feel of it! had writoral test today. its ENGLISH again. but we're doing product description. haha. my tutor said my work is NOT BAD! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ lol! it was a loooonnnnggg day for me today. stayed in school for 11 hours. i guess im starting to love poly life. but but but... i still miss wearing school uniform, meeting my friends at the train station, counting down for recess, begging teachers to bring us to lab, smuggle food into the classroom, gossip about teachers everywhere, giving evelyn faces instead of saying hi, talk back to mrs chan, argue with jasmine, order our "kway chap" fromthe vegetarian stall during recess for our lunch, reporting CO, trying to run away from remedia,

well, ive decided not to take tt reception job anymore. =) yes, im tired enough and im having too many commitments. plus, my occupation is a student. study is my piority while having a job is only part time. thanks for all my friends who gaven me advices =) well, tests and projects are finding their way to look for me alreay. =( i had *EFFCOM (ENGLISH) test today. was simple when compared to sec english test, of course. fill in the blanks, multiple choice, rearranging sentences and blah blah blah.. haha. but im still scared i might fail =( lol. everything is POSSIBLE! lol. oh yah, there're alot of classmates who failed their english. hmmm... im lucky tt i passed! lol. ive been hummming this song "Never Let You Go" for 4 days already. its really emo`ing but NICE! haha.. i realised, 24 hours a day isn't enough for me. i wanna take up classes, go for rugby, go for CO, study for Term Test, revise my work, take up part time job, go shopping, go sing K, DO EVERYTHING. but t

early this morning, the reception's manager (not supervisior) called me and had a long talk with me. asked wad happened and asking me to stay. she said im did a good job and its a pity tt i quit. and hope i'll stay while she talk to that stupid aunty. im confuse. should i stay or should i leave. if i stay, the aunty will definite show me faces. if i leave, i looked as if i can't take up any challenges. so how? stay or leave? duhh.. so many things to bother about. this and that.. duhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! going into the depress state already.. ='(( not only this. there's still another reason. HOW?

JANICE WEI LAN NEVER LET YOU GO LYRICS The rain just never seems to bring the joy, I feel the same, Everlasting pain of my loss remains, My heart can't seem to learn to part, The hold you left your mark, All that I dreamed of now it seem so stark, Though I told myself, won't hold my breath, A part of me was dying, There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in, *Chorus If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling, I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you , If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling, I would hold your hand and look in your eyes, And you know I'd never let you go. The way you left me on the train, I don't know what to say,I remember everything of that day, I can't believe we'd never dance, I just need one more chance,To share the sunset,Our one last romance, Though I told myself, won't hold my breath, A part of me was dying, There is nothing left for me to do now but give in, If you gav

its a very special day. although i always had grudges with her, but honestly, i do love her. never do we celebrate Mothers' Day, but i always wanted to tell her i love her, buy or do something special for her. but, i feel weird. HAHA. i guess, everything will be the same this year. =( i wants to tell her how sorry i am everytime i talk back to her. i wants to tell her thanks for working so hard for us. i wants to her how deeply i love her. i wants to tell her, Happy Mothers' Day, Mom. i know i've never been a great daughter. i tried hard. and will try harder. well, i guess its really impossible for everything. i guess, stopping everything will make me feel better.

well, i went doggypaw with Jasmine today and bought XueEr along. while i was waiting for cab home, i knew i'll be late for work, and i kindly called the info counter and inform them tt i'll be late. the senior who pick up the phone yelled at me. and warn me that i can't take two part time jobs in the same time. and told me off badly. i was sooooo pissed, and called my supervisior straight. i told her i QUIT and told her everything that stupid aunty told me. my supervisior told me that there's no such rule tt part timers cannot take two jobs. thus, it got on my nerves and i almost refuse to report work tt day. however, i called another colleague and got to know tt stupid aunty left, so, i went to work. complained and complained to her. i was soooooo damn pissed. and i bet i'll tell tt stupid aunty off if she talk to me again. PISSED! after the info work, i went to the icecream shop to disturb my colleagues. LOL. got free ice cream again! lol! =)))) although the icec

Super Recent see, can even see my nose is peeling after the sun burnt yah, with this girl again again and again. but its different days my favourite girl is the one standing by my left. this is yiwen my two classmates fion and yiwen. the expected-but-tried-to-avoide thing really happened. =( anyway, im getting my lappy today! =))

haha! ive joined Touch Rugby. its soooooo unexpected hur? haha. i dunno why, im juz soo interested about it during the CCA fiesta. i signed up for tennis and floor ball too, but i missed their trail. LOL! so, Touch Rugby is my last choice (other than CO), and so, i went for today's training. played games, and some Touch Rugby's rules and GAMES GAMES ALL the night. oh yah, i might quit the Info counter's job. its sooooo bored there. duhh... wadever =) i need to sleep soon! =) YUREN, JORDAN, JC, EVE, MIN, WUGUI, the ONE YEAR contract, i'll SHOW it to you guys! have confidence in me and do support me =))

well well well.. school was fine. and i realised i really do click welll with QingLing. we've alot of things to share and to talk about. =) hope we'll work together soon! cuz i intro her into the place that im working. im TRIED and TIRED. sleepy and sleepy. well, life's all about challenges. we get matured by crossing this obstacles one by one. the more we experience, the more we tend to think further. its really a life lesson to everyone. so, my dear friend, do stay happy and trust us, although time can't change anything, but you do. it depends on how you see this thing. you'll end up being a more "you yong de ren". i saw those who nvr experience anything, who live in luxuries, who spend like no body's business, who do anything they like.. they aren't like us, we need to think before we do anything, therefore, we got stress up easily. but friend, you gained alot. don't think that its something that's stressing you, treat it as a challenge

YAY! its tomorrow that im meeting my dudes and babes! We're going to WILDWILDWET again. haha. i can still remember the last time i went was during March end with astro, minmin and evelyn i think. its soooo fast that im going there again. but this time with soo many ppl. but i've got no idea who's really going anyway. ahha. i miss my people! im sure we're going to have fun tomorrow. no work these two days and im soooooo relax. oh yah, i skipped one EMaths lecture today. ahha.

i think i lost many readers to my blog already. ahha. cuz my counter isn't jumping as much as i were having 'o' lvls tt time. so sorry for the unfrequent blogging because of my poly life and part time work. well, i stuff myself with many many things. go to schoo in the morning and work almost everyday at night. im not so desperate for money btw, its juz that the Ice Cream shop needs me and i also enjoyed there. cuz i feel belonged. the manager makes me feel im somebody there and thus, i nvr regret taking up that job. although i do feel tired everytime and groaned to myself everytime after work because of the tireness, i nvr regretted before =) life in poly was boring. it gets bored after 3 weeks of study and projects are coming in already. and i juz had EMaths test today. its 20 MCQ questions and asking stupid things. but the EMaths lecture was tough. we started learning the some complex matrix which i don't understand because of the boring lecturer. i think i'll ne