My love.

wasn't suppose to work today. but i experienced lonliness in shop yesterday, therefore, i shan't put QingLing alone today. so, i went down with siti to help her. yes we did! Siti and i decided to clean the super duper wooper ultra big freezer. we use spade to hammer all the ice, clean all the snow and had sooooo much fun out of it. we joked, we laugh, we do role play. sooo funny. i never know i can enjoy work with Siti and QingLing. LOL. *hello* Qingling can't do the hand sign number 6. LOL! and my sherk toes. omg, QingLing and Siti rocks my day! suddenly someone crossed my mind, so decided to sms him. haha. well, glad to know he's fine ((: and, i shall not crave on POKEMON anymore, *okay evelyn?* NO MORE! YEAH! im free from the small tiny cage. HAHA. i can't stop laughing juz now. it was really funnnnnn! Thank God, for bringing me great things in life. for bringing me into NZN, and for meeting such great friends. Lord, please make these moments last forever and eve

Stupid Boss, she put me alone tonight. and GREATLY, crowd after crowd. and I HIT SALES! ((: but really lah, super duper ultra tiring. somemore, still need to transfer allllll the ice cream to the other freezer for the current freezer to defroze. i never sit down nor stop work today. So many people say their coming down, in the end? so nice right? DUA, put aeroplane. stupid PIKACHU. but greatly, i prayed in the middle of work today. and Lord gave me mighty strength. i finished EVERYTHING at 10 sharp. even finished counting money. normally, if there's 2 people, we will only end everything at 10.30pm, or may be later. but hardly earlier. ((: it was sucha miracle. Even Siti was shocked when she came down at 10plus. when i finished everything. HAHA. ((: THANK YOU LORD!

well, shall eleborate on Sat, Arrow Ministry. I realised, im feeling Him more and more. ((: When we sang Praises and Worshipping, i was like, felt sooooo great in Christ. (: i felt soooo free, so peace, so wonderful! Yes, its Jesus, casting all my worries away. I prayed in Him, and i was sooooo relieved. ((: and greatly i went to work after CO yesterday, and met my ex-colleague. Aunty Susan who worked at the Information Counter at EastPoint. i told her im in Christ and she was soooo glad! immediately, she went up to the Christian Bookstore and bought a little book on how to have a quiet time with God for me. She's not the Aunty whom im close with and she can treat me soo nicely. im sooo blessed! I never know i can feel so good in Christ before im in Christ. Experience it people. its really wonderful, very wondeful. *and i know, Lord has planned everything for me, He've picked the best out of the best for me, for everything. i juz need to follow the path He show me, and shan'

i never enjoy work like now before. even if im not working, i would juz pop by and get crazy with the folks! even if when im super duper EMO, after popping by, i would forget all the unhappiness, caused by family, or school. ((: i muz really thank God, for giving me all the sweetest thing on earth. like, my two colleagues. and all my beloved friends, although i don't enjoy being in my family, but honestly, i love all my friends. i muz really say, our Lord is fair. He gives and He take. ((: so, im contented, with all my friends, my lovely friends. im getting closer to Siti, we talk like no body's business, play, tease, do all those whatever, anything, together! ((: she's the one who know everything. (excluding evelyn lah) and she's a pshycologist, and she can read minds! LOL! ((: well well well, although no ice cream to give in future, i'll still love my two cheeky colleagues and enjoy work till either one of us leave? hur hur.. hope there won't be such day! ): D

well, Siti know about it already. i really can't hide anything from her sia! lol! but great lah, at least there's someone whom i can talk about it with. ((: maybe see how lah! LOL! and EVELYN tan, there's nothing in the world our Lord can't do ((: definitely, He'll heal your beloved grandpa like how he heal my grandma. and cheers people, my grandma is discharging tomorrow! Praise Lord. Evelyn, i'll definitely pray for your love ((: and im glad that "that other thing" is happening to you! ((: AMEN! Dear Lord, please cast Evelyn's grandpa's pain and sufferings away, please please heal him Lord, please minimise the pain he suffered each and everyday Lord, please make Evelyn a blessing to him Lord, please bless grandpa with good health and everlasting life Lord, to my granny too, Lord, please cast her pain and sufferrings away, bless her with great health and everlasting long life. Lastly Lord, please, ive found one, and please make it come true. I

well, i did mentioned on last post about this friend right? hmm, ive talked to her and got to know the misunderstandings. if it was the past, i swear i won't ask wad i did to her or apologise anything. hur hur.. but i got to hear wad was the misunderstanding, but, i felt a bit weird. HUR HUR. but for the sake of the friendship, i shall really forgive and forget. Misunderstanding 1. i was over-joke at times. well, i agree to some extend though. hur hur.. so, shall i keep away my humourous? nvr joke, they say i dao, joke they say i over-joke. i think i should do some reflection though. hur hur. i bet Evelyn, Jasmine and gang were like wondering, if YunQi don't joke, not YunQi already. LOL! but stay tune, i shall be serious at all times. hur hur hur.. Misunderstanding 2. im too close with her crush. actually, honestly i felt ridiculous! hur hur.. its juz some common conversation with her and she felt im close with her crush? i mean, crush`es. hah. i juz inform her that i saw her c

yes, sometimes, please do not trust anyone soooo much. they might suddenly betray you or wad, so, sometimes, do keep a distance away from some people ((: well, went for camp on Friday 6pm. hmm.. actually it was the worst camp i ever go lah. hur hur hur.. play games until 3+am, washed, and slept at 6am. woke up at 7am, and did ENG dance ((: this was the most enjoyable time during camp. DANCE DANCE AND DANCE! tp dance, tp school song dance, chicken dance, eng dance ((: break camp at 4pm, went str to the hospital. went back to grandparents' house after tt. went for rehearsal on sunday. quite meaningless lah. took an hour to reach, then rehearsal less than 1 hr. LOL. went to hospital after tt too. today, was quite EMO in the morning. but, i prayed during CADS lesson. and my Lovely Daddy, brought me to East Point NewZealand Natural! ((: enjoyed my work today. although i was alone during 3pm, to 6 pm, i met an ex-MJR guy, Win. i forgotten his chinese name though. LOL. but i know he's

Save me. Heal me. i need sleep, i need rest, i need to take a leave from everything. ive not been resting this few days. lets see... Monday, School from 0900 to 1830. work from 1900 to 2300. home. bathe, wash, dinner, 0000. SLEEP. Tuesday, woke up at 1100 chiong report, reach school at 1300, finish school at 1700, rush to hospital, home`ed at 2200, chiong report, slept at 0000. Wednesday, woke up at 0730, school`ed. rush home juz to vacuume the floor, then, rush to hospital, rush to work. home at 2300, eat, bathe, slept at 0000 Today, woke up at 0730, schooled till 1700, rush to work, until 2300, eat cold dinner, prepare xueer's 10 days meal, now, blogging. i haven bathe, so i bet i can sleep before 0000 again. tml? got camp. i really hope it'll be a nice one (: the working weekends thingy is causing me alot of trouble. i do feel guilty. but i can't do anything! please understand me, and i know, YOU ALL WILL ((: -Only you, you love me like you do- in You i trust Lord, i s

ME, juz being sooooo lame ((: im like trying to do the "kissing" pose ((: ME again haha! JUZ BEING SPASTIc AGAIN this was last time HAHA i find this funny ((: Idiot and i. being IDIOT HAHA. trying to take at all angles! cam-whoring whoring and whoring this, IDIOT ME HAHa aHAAHAH IDIOT and i Again (: gummies! DAO KISS AGAIN HAHA! *act sweet. AHAH work is all about playing ((: well, went to the hospital after school juz now. grandma wasn't in very good condition though. but Thank God, she's much better. doctor removed the oxygen mask already, so it wont look that scary. but im afraid my grand-dad will be sooooooo tired. SIGH. but we must really Rejoyce. school was fine today. HA. oh did i mentioned that we changed REBUS (the subject that i failed) tutor! and this new one, whom we called him Raymond, he's perfect. i really can understand well, and the two hours we really absorb alot of things. Compared to the previous tutor, OMG. *sorry, i don't

Glory to Jesus!! my Grandma woke up this morning! AMEN! Rejoyce! and thanks friends, our prayers were heard! AMEN! Miracles do happen. Jesus sooo love me and He create miricles! come on people, praise Him, worship Him. Amen! Rejoyce, i received a call juz now from my aunt, that my grandma has woke up and FEVER GONE! AMEN! She is sooooo normal, that's wat my aunt said. Daddy, Daddy, i felt your great loving kindness! Thank Jesus for His mercy! Now i believe, miracles do happen! and by trusting Him, i know, He'll do everything for me (: i soooooooo love my Great Jesus! I sooo love JESUS! thank for making miracles, you never fail to hear my prayers! AMEN! Thank You: Christine Evelyn Valerie MinMin Siti Jasmine for all you prayers and Hallelujah our prayers were heard. AMEN! Rejoyce people, Rejoyce under His arms!!

Grandma was hospitalised yesterday for high fever and she is unconscious till now. and I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING TILL LIKE 5MINS AGO. WTF! everyone don't bother to tell me. she's my BELOVED grandma, my everything, and NON of you bothered to give me a call? NON of you sms me. NON OF YOU TRY TO CONTACT ME! yes, im VERY worried, EXTREMEly worried. she's my love, my everything. please Lord, please cast all her pain and sufferings away. and Lord, please bless her with everlasting life. Lord, she's soo dear to me that i can't live without. Father, please please please shower her with blessings Lord. please grandma, please wake up soon. i want the cute and lovely grandma i always have. and i use HAVE, because i believe, i'll forever have this cute grandma. I THANK YOU for showering me with your everlasting love for 18 years. and i really really hope you can attend my wedding and kiss my children. and yes, i said children. i want to have many and you muz please please h

Valerie! WELCOME HOME! ((: im glad. one by one, my friends got save. when is your turn? ((: today's such a wonderful day. went Arrow Ministry for worshiping. met mehmeh at city hall at 3, but i was expectedly, late. i think i was evil to be 40 mins late. but luckily, she oso late. HA. so i din make her to wait long. but poor minmin and amy. two of them wait for an hour for us to reach. so paiseh. same thing, we sang praises and jumped around. but we're sitting with our Cell Group instead. ((: Evelyn was with hers and meh, min and i were together. it was when, when we sang "only you" praises. it was fab! after pastor chin preeched, it was time to let people get save. when he was waiting, mui and i were holding on to meh, we prayed to Daddy. i thought Meh is not prepared yet. but i continue praying and praying and praying. i saw her tears and i prayed more. greatly, Daddy touched her. bravely, she lift her hands up (: AMEN! mui, helmet and i were soooo glad! AMEN! Prais

yesterday was minmin's birthday. we gave her a surprise party at TsuTing's condo. we booked the function room and bought cake and TimSum ((: well, it was fun yesterday. with sengyong, jiancong, jordan, alex, minmin, evelyn, junpei, jasmine and crystal. this EVER-LOVING CLIQUE! haha. we played like mad! starting from chop chilli chop to musical chairs to concentration. its sooooo fun! i cannot believe, childhood came back yesterday! ((: FUN FUN FUN is all i can describe yesterday's party! MinMin's cake from Secret Recipe! ((: its MARSH MALLOW CHOCOLATE CAKE ! its nice like dunno waT! okay, 5A camwhoring. wAHA! 1. this proof that we miss 5A can? Retarded. PIG AGAIN AHHA! Family portrait. but.. JIANCONG covered his armpit cuz jordan(who was helping with the taking) said he saw his armpit hair. HAHAHA RETARDED 2. okay, EXTRA. Act Cute FAMILY PORTRAIT!!! ((: my lovely clique!

well, school was diaster! they start a rumour of me and another classmate. two of us were like BLUR whole. although its very childish in poly to do this. but sometimes, im glad, to realise my class can be so united. juz signed up for the participation of NDP for the world largest human flag. ((: im sooo hornoured to have a chance to participate in this year's floating NDP! AMEN! praise god! going to school and work is a challange for me. everyone seems like making fun! but, i shan't mind since it brings happiness and jokes. oh yah! the freezer exploded when im working today. HA! smoke came out and it shortcircuit i think. gas came out from the evaporator or refrigerant or compressor? i dunno! haha. my colleague and i were like OMG! wat to do? we juz off the main switch and can't be bothered also. haha. boss juz installed a CCTV in the shop. that shows she don't trust us. SIAN. but CCTV = no free icecream? NO WAY! we hack care and continue giving free icecream and eat ic

sorry for the unaccepted post juz now. i was tooo furious and having serious MoodSwing. well, i think i'll juz relax and watch. ((: went work in the evening and as usual, i enjoyed every moment of work there. ((: although they're trying to matchmake me with that stupid idiot, who always bully me, by throwing ice at me. i was like L-O-L! i think i'll juz let go of the money thingy by my sisinlaw. about the other, i'll juz sit back and relax. ((: and sorry Evelyn and ToOtz for losing my temper in the afternoon. honestly im PMS`ing. that idiot, siti and i yah, SPASTIC NZN angels!

Pre Camp at sengyong's house on tuesday, Jordan, Evelyn, MinMin, jiancong and i went sengyong's house to overnight. met wong, sengyong, and minmin in TP and off we proceed to his house. left everything down and went for dinner after evelyn arrived. bathe, chiong my project presentation and off to lala land. Day 1 went up to the hall, and Dum wants us to intro ourselves to the sec ones. HA. was really SHY then and got wong to intro me to them. haha. yeah, and my class was 1E. the first impression of them was enthu, but mischevious! lol. seperated them into 1E 1 and 1E 2. wong and i was suppose to take 1E 2, while YuKer and JunYong suppose to take 1E 1. but dunno why, wong and i ended up taking ALL the 1E students. Day 1 was fine, and i realised 1E isn't that bad lah. cuz there's one guy, PeiWen. His first impression to me, is like, gangster, ah beng. but when the moment he talk to me, i realised i was TOTALLY WRONG! LOL. OMG! he's soooooo cute! haha. came to me, &quo

my course is going to Macau for one study trip. i really wants and hope to go. but with my financial account, i doubt ive got the ability to go. SIAN. told my mom to sponsor me 500, and i'll pay the rest myself. but she refused. and only willing to pay 200 for me. the total cost for everything and expences is 1000. 200 from her means 800 from me. but with such a short time, how can i work to achieve 800? plan to get brother to sponsor me some, cuz he juz got promotion. but will he? unlikely. get dad to sponsor me too? but, does he have the money? SIAN! everything juz came and stop me from going Macau. but its a worth trip going. people.. give me advice, should i go? if YES, i'll have to "chiong" my work and save everything, no shopping, no dinner with friends, no entertainment. if NO, i'll miss the study trip and will miss the fun, miss the lesson, miss a bonding time with my classmates. SO HOW?!