My love.

duhh.. i had fever last night again before falling to sleep. my temperature shot up to 38.3 degree at 9+. quickly ate the STRONGEST panadol and went to sleep, woke up this morning with very bad headache. bathed xue er this morning and online since then. =) anyway, this year is my first time, NOT looking forward to Chinese New Year. 'o' lvls result will be out the week before Chinese New Year. Exciting eh? i dunno, but i got a feeling that i won't do well. i can imagine, wad is it lyk when i receive my result. hur.. it wasn't very nice though. then, after taking the result, i muz face all the "long time no see, but very KAPO" relatives. they'll ask, and ask, and ASK. how can i answer them? if my result is bad? or to "pon tan" the gathering? and missed all my ang baos?! duhh.. am i thinking toooooooo far? LOLs. but its TRUE. yah, people will tell me to let nature takes its cause. L-O-L you thought very easy meh? so far, so nice. bought a purple wi

BOO! yeah, an extremely PATHETIC DAY for me. woke up from my dream at 6am this morning feeling stomach upset, went to the toilet, tot that all i need to is pass out everything in my intestine. but after i saw the toilet bowl, everything gashed out from my mouth. LOLS! then, tried to go back to sleep, but rushed to the toilet again. everything juz repeated itself for more than 6 times. until 10+ in the morning. mom feels weird, and brought me to the doctor. doctor gave medicine and said its stomach gas only. so, i went home, took the medicine and slept. a while later, my body felt sooo warm. took my own temperature and its 38.1 degree. continue sleeping again. LOLs. yar, i slept the whole day. =))))) anyway, i wants to apologise to my dear YY. =) sorry that i always dragggg and dragggggg and dragggggggg.. cuz, was tooooo lazy to transfer to you plus im having serious financial prob now. =( but im fine now and hope you'll forgive me, my dear friend. =) IM SORRY, YY. the powerpuff

i TOLD my principal that i wants to resign early this morning. and lets read about our conversation. ME : "I think i would want to resign." HER : "Why?" ME: "The pay is not enough for me. I only got $400 for last month. i need to pay $120 for transport fees, $50 for hp bill, $50 for grandma's house's internet bill. more than half of it is gone. and moreover, my mom still demand a $200 from me. there's nothing left for me." HER: "it couldn't be $400. if its $400, its not the money problem, its you own organising problem." ME: " but i dun use my pay to buy anythings?" HER: " hang on lah, or, if you find not enough, after work here(childcare), you can go Mcdonalds and continue to work since majority of the Mcdonalds are 24 hours? you can work in the night wad. Hang On here lah!! " ME: (i looked at her with a funny face) "hahahaha" HER: "if you look for other job, the pay is also the same wat?!"

im 18 years old SOON. i want you to treat me lyk how you treat a young adult. its terrible to being nagged/scolded EVERYDAY. *im sooooo FUCKING PISSED. im not going to eleborate further. i know someone to *COMPLAIN* and let him know. i'll soon go WILD if things continue to happed EVERYDAY. WILD ! WILD ! anyway, im resigning tomorrow. getting 400 bucks for one month's pay? and spent 120 on transport fees per month, 50 bucks on hp bill, 200 bucks for mom, 30 bucks for internet bills, WHERE DO I HAVE FOR MYSELF? AHHHH!!!!!! im going crazy. if my mom dun demand for the 200 bucks, it'll be enough. but, she dun bothers anyway. *PISSED im tired. tired of waking up early in the morning and goes to work to get scolded by my principal, tired of topping up my EZ link card 20 bucks per week with my own ATM card, tired reaching home LATE and missed my 7pm drama, tired of sunday night wishing the night will be long. tired of getting scolded for not vacumming the floor for a week, tire

one week FLIES! tt idiot principal was back from india ytd.*sian`ed. anyway, i brought Claire, one of the poor sister, out ytd to East Coast Park and then, to my grandma house and stayed overnight there. everything was fine and we enjoyed ourselves at ECP with one of my primary school friend, Denise. we built sand castles, played water and blew bubbles. took ALOT of photos and lame`ed all the way. then, we went to Simei, my house and played with doggy and proceed to my grandma house. by the time we board the bus, Claire fall asleep. i woke her up and told her tt she's going to my grandma house to spend the night there. unexpectly, she cried very loudly, and refuse to go. no choice, i asked for help. called evelyn and went to a baby arcade at bugis with yuren. claired calm herself and played NON-STOP. it was 9+ pm then. LOLs. i was DEAD BEAT and decided to cab home. till then, i din mention to her tt we're gg to my grandma house. LOLs. reached grandma house and she looked fine.

yeps, i went New York New York to have my dinner today, with EVELYN, JIANCONG and ALEX. and spent almost a 100 bucks on FOODs. LOLs. yeps, pics will come later. =) generally, i enjoyed myself, joking, laughing, eating, crazying with them. we took the seat, that special one, inside a cart one. its SOOOOO nice. they allowed JC and ALEX to make the candy floss themselves, and for eve and i. because we're enjoying our CHOCOLATE FOUNDE! god, its heavenly HEAVEN! LOLs! the four of us took pasta! =) wahaha! ohh yah, we were charging the adult fare for our transport since ytd. it was ex! two days, i spent 7 bucks on my transport fees. god. This, our appertiser! =) NICE! sama sama. potato salad. Alex and Eve's food. but alex one was mee pok, but eve one was MEE kia. JC and mine! =) EVE and MY FOUNDE! =) US! =)))))) HEAVENLY HEAVEN! this, they're sooooo crazy about the candy floss they made themselves! LOLS!

okay, i went FCCO ytd morning with Eric, my brother and xue fang =) then, practised "Chun". it's a fabulous song. sweet and nice. after CO, went SHOPPING! with minmin and evelyn. WAS suppose to get the organiser tt i need. but, shop shop shop, forgotten all about it. duhh.. LOLs. after tt, we went TPCO concert. it was nice actually, met many whom i long din see them. then, eve and i went to raffles city to try our luck on getting the organiser when it was 2200 hours. LOLs. then, procceed home. today, went to work and ya da ya da. SIAN. luckily mojojojo went to India last saturday. =))))) FREEDOM. tomorrow, 8AM have to report work. SIAN. im tired, moody, unhappy, ******* ***, DUHH..

well, sorry for the inconsistancy in blogging. din come online for DAYS already. i juz dun feel lyk. cuz ive been facing the comp for hours in the office already. if i come home and play the comp again, i might be blind. duhh... anyway, i shall update for the week. LOLs. went out with 5A peeps on last monday. watched blood diamond. it was nice =) exciting yet touching. met eve there and continue shopping with her. tues, wed, thurs and friday, WORK. (yah, YY, i shall not complain about work anymore, its getting bored ) LOLs. today, i'll be baby sitting two sisters aged 5 and 6. their parents divorced, mother ran away, dad work all day, only left the granny. she's my workplace's cook. i got to know her situation when chatting in the office without MOJOJOJO ( the principal ). then i felt pitiful and volunteered to take care of them when the granny is not free. the granny isn't old though. she's my mom's age. but poor girls, when the granny had to attend some meetin

well, my blog is getting boring yeah? because, i did nothing but work all day. sighh.. okay, juz some updates about work today =) one of my colleage, a philipino, came into the office to train for the clerk. poor her. i dunno wad the hell my principal is thinking about. she wants her to come and help out in the office, and then, bully her everyday? that idiot principal can never talk nicely to Gayah. yah lah, okay, i admit tt she scolded me too, when i juz started work with her in the office. but not as worse as gayah! everyday, gayah and i were lyk in the hell, waiting the dunno wad to scold us, to nag at us. and, i mind you, that idiot's REALLY straight forward. i really can't stand her. not only the way she treats her staff lyk tt, she treats the children even worst. i dunno how to say, if its going to spread it outside, i doubt she can step into early childhood area anymore. but im not gg to care anyway. READ CAREFULLY. there is a girl, a little girl, she's juz 2 years

DUHH! everyday, did nothing but work. anyway, im not feeling great either. somethings happened. but i shan't mentioned it here. i can't simply spell everything out here. DUHH..

well well well. from the VIVO trip with christine onwards, she reminds me again again and again tt my 'O' level result will be out SOON. ytd we went escape, wenbin told me something bout Mr Azman. lolS! then ytd night, i dream of getting back my result. not in the hall, but in the canteen. nvm, we got back our result not from Mr Muhammad, but from Mr Azman. !!! LOLs! sooooo weird orh? LOLs! and, and and, i saw my result. 39 points?!?!?!?! soooo scary lah! i hope it won't be real. LOLs. but, overall, i think its DARN funny. Mr Azman? Got back the result?! LOLs. this nightmare, all thanks to christine and wenbin. =.=!! i broke my own record today. only woke up at 11.45 this morning. LOLs. im staying home and ROT today because im BROKE. no PAY, no entertainment. LOLs. =( hopefully i can get some ppl out to some money`less activity. or, i can end up rollerblading with xue er downstairs?

yes it surely was a wonderful day for me. i met up with christine, yu ren, and wenbin early this morning! =) surprised? this weirdo group, hanging out together. LOLs. anyway, we went to Escape and played played played non-stop! its SOOO empty early in the morning and most of the rides, we played DOUBLE ! the rainbow was FUN , the pirate ship was FUN , the kiddy roller coaster was FUN , and the GO KART! FANTASTIC! =) the four of us crap, lame, played and ENJOYED ourselves! =) the dumb wenbin wore JEANS and COVERED SHOES! when we played the wet and wild, WAHAH! the first time we played, christine and i sat together while wenbin and yu ren together. bin and i sat infront and expected, we aren't VERY wet. LOLs. then after tt ride, we had lunch at BK and off to the carnival games. =) before we go, we played the wet and wild again. LOLs! we swopped and i took the ride with ren while christine took with bin. bin and i sat behind now and we were WET. REAL WET. VERY WET! LOLs. never felt