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well, yesterday work was fine and Evelyn visited with her boy. (: it was fun actually. working with IDIOT and this shows that we fought all the waaayyy.. Idiot is still idiot. always bully me. IDIOT. but, the place of joy can always cast my troubles away. (: but, 为什么是他，而不是你？ Idiot always make me furious lah. duhh! however, Joy is all i found there. (: hmm.. Today's Evelyn's 17th Birthday. (: of course, we're celebrating! (: and, truely hope that she'll love the little gift from us! (: wheeeee~ and.. i pray that Jesus can bless me FINANCIALLY! im kind of broke! ): anyway, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, EVELYN TAN YU JUN! you're 17! (: and soon, you'll be 18, then 19 then 20, then 60. hahah! (: im sure by then, we'll be enjoying our life with high teas and be a high class "taiTai"! (: and of course, we'll still be friends forever. no matter what happends, i'll still be there, That's what friends are for! (: you're superb LOVED by me. *and your

我不哭。因为我是个大女孩了。 我告诉我自己，与其让自己不舒服，不如早点做个了断。 虽然我知道，我会是自己孤独的度过至一切。。 可是我会坚强。 加油了，YunQi.. (: dun worry, i'm still the strongest, the bravest. no worries, i'll be alright! nothing had actually happened, but thoughts just filled me. i guess its the stupid PMS that resulted me. (: im fine, im truely fine. maybe after my menses, i'll be alright! and, im really good. (: 我不再哭了。。　(:

Most women with premenstrual syndrome experience only a few of the problems. The most common symptoms are: Weight gain from premenstrual water retention Abdominal bloating Breast tenderness Stress or anxiety Depression Crying spells Mood swings , irritability or anger Appetite changes and food cravings Trouble falling asleep ( insomnia ) Joint or muscle pain Headache Fatigue (medical) Acne Swelling of Breasts Trouble concentrating Social withdrawal Body temperature increase ----------------------------------------------------- well, can see, im having PMS, and it become worst in the night especially. ): went out with Mui to Sing Post for something and we almost finishing! (: Praise Lord. but when its almost done, i felt muscleache around my waist. ): it was terrible actually. hmm.. oh yah, results were out. i didn't score well.. ): RealEstateBusiness : D+ FacilitiesOperation/M: C EMaths1 : A EffectiveCom: B Auto Cads: B+ WriteOral: C APel: Passed GPA: 2.75 *sad* Overall Pas

well, Praise Lord, Grandma discharged today. (: and that's why i went there to stay overnight yesterday. Thank Lord, for my wonderful Aunt. (: before i fall asleep last night, i was talking to Aunt. i told her, how i despise my Brother, what happened last year, the incident when i ran out of the house in the middle of the night, i told her how He treat me treat Dad at home, how She treat US differently. well, im actually blessed with wonderful Aunt. we had great talk until 12 plus. (: Luckily ive got her, ive got my friends, if not, i would have sucided. (: honestly, i did gave a thought to that. sometimes, i really feel tired and sick of everything. Everytime, they scold me, they pick on me, i really feel helpless. i wouldn't want to argue back, cuz i want peace. but, no worries people, im not silly. (: when i told her that incident where i ran away, she said something, that i was SUPERBLY touched. she said, "Next time, come here, no matter how late, we'll bring you i

seriously and honestly, i despise you. You're forever finding grudges with me. or perhaps, you think you're the King. but want to let you know, my God is the King, and you're just a piece of useless SHIT. think dude, you claimed that you're so fillial, come on, freak, *talk to my ass*. ever since granny admitted to the hospital and ever since she almost leave us, WHERE WERE YOU? stuffing your head inside the toilet bowl looking for shit? you're so fillial, while im a retarded, schoolling, working, and visiting granny? even the not close relatives, even 2nd uncle went to the hospital. WHERE WERE YOU? i bet, granny won't remember having you as her grandson. i bet she've forgotten you. You claimed that you're busy with your work. but WTH, you spent your time infront of the computer the whole day, like, WOW, you're SOOOOO hardworking eh? sorry, i seriously despise you. you're 22 and honestly speaking you have no brain. or perhaps, 有头没脑，有脑生草。i know yo

went out with Astro and XiaoBai for SHOPPING! wheeeeeee~ but i ended up kenna bully by stupid astro. Kaos. we went Suntec, for both the Food Fair and Games Fair. well, not bad though (: went Marina Sq shop shop and back to suntec. whaaha! Not bad, we still can slack for 4 - 5 hours. HAHa. went to the Place of Joy after tt. talk and talk to Siti about so many things and she never fail to make me gain my confidence for myself (: with her around, i know im not so bad. (: wheeeee~ thankYou, Lovely girl! (: well, Joy seems far from me. ): sometimes, i must really understand those things. well, but who cares anyway? ): i seriously need Joy. i need Fun. i need Laughter. ): i seems to lose everyone. ): sigh.. Dear Lord, please bring Joy to me again. ): Lord, please make me feel You tomorrow. I seriously need to feel Your Love. ): In Jesus almighty Name, Amen!

Grandma discharged today! Praise Lord, Praise Jesus! AMEN! Not only she came back to life, but she's recovering tremendously! Thank God, that my prayers were heard each and everytime. (: i can't be bothered to blog yesterday because im hooked by doing something! (: and Praise Lord, ive completed! wheeee~ another thing to go. haha. this current one is more tough, more challenging! but i know, with Jesus around, whom shall i fear!? AMEN! (: i'll complete it on time and make it a wonderful one! Amen! wahaha! Working yesterday was fine. (: facing my laptop the whole hour and *ahem, nvr really do my part yesterday. HAHA. sorry lah, Idiot. i wanna go kbox! wheeeee. ive been waiting for dunno how long alr. and... who's willing to go together? waha! (: Daddy, with You around, i rest. You'll complete all my job, and i will rest. (: i know, no matter how difficult it is, but with You around, i know i can complete it with wonderful works. (: Lord, I thank You, for hearing my p

the trip to EastCoastPark was actually cancelled. but we last min decided to carry on. therefore, Astro, YuRen and I went there for cycling! wheeeee~ i shall let the pictures do the talking! (: wheeeeeeeeeeeee~ we went pool after that. took some pictures, but its not with me. wahah! (: Yuren and i. we do look like big sister and little brother! lol! wahaha okay, trying to be crazy. US! Astro and I. WAHAH! US again (: This two. i swear they took this themselves one. HE, keep on look into his mirror! lol! and tidying up his hair. LOL! okay, yuren trying to be stupid! ME! SOME RANDOM PICS! Me with my surprised cake at NZN two Jokers and I AGAIn My classmate, Badd and I

Im blessed with wonderful people in my life. well, it'll be a long post. ThankYou, my lovely hunks and babes. its a super nice 18th birthday. with laughter with smiles. FooChow was LOL! they deco`ed me and made me stupid. LOL. but, thankYou, these Lovely Girls. HA. yesterday, i met Evelyn, MinMin, JunPei, Crystal, YuRen, Jordan, SengYong and JianCong at Marina Bay MRT station. although it was very wahaha! but its super duper nice! i was the LIMELIGHT at the MRT station eh! haha. they forced me to wear a tiara and carry a worn*did i spelled correctly?* all the way to MarinaSouth for steamboat. waha. and..... it was a nice one. we played bowl after dinner, and i lost both the matches. HA. okay okay, im lousy lah. LOL. went Evelyn's house to sleepover. chat until 0330 and went to sleep. (: wheeee~ ThankYou, Evelyn MinMin Jasmine Astro JianCong YiXun Crystal JunPei SengYong YuRen Alex JiaWei Valerie Jordan Christine For Everything! and, Those Warm Wishes, from Everyone. (: be it

i think, i won't want to reach home earlier than 2230 anymore. today, i stayed at home, and nvr go anywhere at night. as its a saturday, i did house chores. i vacummed the floor. well, efford at home will nvr pay off. as usual, he and she, nag and nag non stop at me. from the aircon, to the washing of dishes. its really F* up if they're like tt everyday. sigh. childish people will forever be childish, bias people will forever be bias. she nvr think, who the hell rush home, juz to help her hold her groceries? and let go the chance of hanging out with friends? and when i told her my friends going to celebrate my birthday for me. and guess wad? she start to nag again. sometimes, i really wish to turn off my ear and juz do whatever i like. when they nag, they won't think, will anything accumilate inside me. sigh.. they, themselves can argue with my dad, that the people who thought of sucide is not by a one time accident. is by accumilating. sighh.. aren't they afraid? i ear