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Rejoyce! Grandma's discharging today AMEN! i don't know why, somethings suddenly juz came to my mind. and it not only irritates me, but also making me EMO. Hur hur.. Emo, is the word. HA. sighh.. but i can't say this things out here. SIAN. i only wants to keep it to myself or my pals, probably not to other people. ha. having a blog that sooo many people come isn't a great thing. sometimes i do need to hide my feelings and keep everything to myself. SIAN. i still remember my first blog, i tend to heck care and juz blog whatever i feel like blogging. but now? everything needs a second thought. i guess, its the every month thingy that cause me to be so emo. and, i HATE mood swing and EMO`ing. and here i announce, today's the start of my PMS`ing. it will get worst day by day until it really comes. well, another thing to praise god. our course is going to Changi Airport Terminal 3 for trial run! AMEN! and fortunately, we're going to board the Air Bus, A380, around th

Daddy heard my prayers yesterday! and my grandma gained supernatural recovery! AMEN! if nothing's gonna happen tonight, she might be discharging tml! YAY! Thank You Daddy! Thank GOD! Dear lord, thank you for blessing my grandma. but please lord, cast her pain away. lord, make me a blessing to them. lord, please make my words a blessing to them, and Daddy, please make my dream come true! AMEN!

again, my grandma was hospitalised today. because of her diabetes i think. they're not sure either. and is still checking. sigh.. i was in school, half way doing project and my 1st uncle called. he told me that grandma was sent to the hospital because my grandpa saw her not in good condition. then, i was so damn worried and almost rush down. but my uncle told me not to. and go down tml instead. well, sighh.. i think i shall do my part. and tml, i'll visit her and continue to take care of my grandpa and bring him back and forth the hospital and home. so, im moving to my grandparents' house tml until probably sunday? cuz monday got school. i really hope she'll be well by then. school was "O-K-A-Y" presentation was screwed up. sigh. shan't eleborate anymore. Dear Lord, please bless my grandma with good health, and supernatural recovery. please heal her lord, please reduce her diabetes and heal her leg lord. please cast her pain and sufferings away. lord, plea

well, school started off badly. everyone forgotted that there's a test and greatly, we all flunk it. HAHA. and, projects date due is today, and we only met up yesterday afternoon to discuss the project. LOL. great hur! and today, ive got to rush to school later to complete it. and hope, the teacher will give us one more week. hur hur hur! its time to go school~ Evelyn, don't worry, everything's gonna be fine!

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yes, praise Daddy, for bringing one of my loves one home. Praise Daddy, for making one of my love one feels what i felt before. before Mui actually went up, during the hesitation moment, i prayed to God, i really prayed, and i think Daddy heard my prayers. like Evelyn did to me. within minutes, Mui put up her hand. And accepted Christ like i do. ((: Mui, im sooo glad. i finally felt how Evelyn was during planet shakers concert! ((: those were tears of joy. Rejoice! and yes, like Evelyn said, Daddy will tell you when is the right time to tell your mom. ((: Mui, welcome home! ((: well, i was sooo high today. hur hur. and i really felt joy. but... the weather was soooo warm today. im sweating like all the way lah. Daddy, please help me stop the ULTRA-easy-perspire-symtoms and please make my dream come true, in Jesus Almightly name, AMEN!

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went swimming with Evelyn TAN yesterday. Fine, i swam, and she ran in the pool! haha. anyway, we had a great time talking and playing non-stop ((: after tt, we went to fetch her cousin and then, to marina square to meet junpei, val, crystal, jc and jordan. watch them play bowling and went in to arcade to play. haha. we had the Datona. haha. Jordan, Jc, junpei, eve and i compete against each other. guess wad? i came in FIRST. hhaa. OMG. i really can't imagine i won JC and junpei! haha! LOL. when night falls, JC, Jordan, Evelyn, Cousin and i went to bedok for dinner. on the way, we met alex and sengyong. lol. went blk 85 for "ba chor mee" it was delicious! ((: after dinner, i went NewZealandNatural to join in the fun and to "steal icecream" hurr hurr. it was sooo happening yesterday night! HAHA. saturday will be here soon! ((: Praise Lord!

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Life is great for me. well, till now ((: but somethings really do disappoint me. it's always so unexpected. people act childishly, talk childishly UNEXPECTEDLY. i don't know why, its juz RAHHHHHHHHHHHH! but there must be a reason. i guess, its Daddy who's passing me msg. ((: and yes, i've got it! Thanks Daddy! well, i feel different after accepting Christ. ((: real different. i do feel that everything happens with a reason. a reason which Daddy wants to convey me. got to know one of my goodfriend from work SMOKE. and people, you all do know i hate people who smoke right? i almost threw away her cigrettes this evening. but i hesitate. well, there must be a reason why she wants to smoke. and yep, she's stress. i know everything Siti, but please don't smoke often. ((: going to bring XueEr and Jasmine's little doggy for swim tml ((: Daddy, please make my dream come true AMEN (:

This, very special day, 15th june 2007, i received blessing from Daddy. ((: well, went planet shakers concert today. its not like a concert, its like a service ((: it started of badly, because of the extreme crowd. but as time goes by, we got high and high. while Planet Shakers are singing on stage, Jordan, MinMin, Evelyn, JianCong and i jump, scream, enjoyed like no body's business! when its time for praying, i talk talk to god, and evelyn prayed for me. dunno why, my tears flow non-stop. i really can't control anything. when its time for us to receive blessing, im hornoured to stand up and go up to the front all by myself and receive it. my legs were wobbling. my body was shivering. and i was tearing, my legs aren't my legs. but it was great. well, we were told to go to one room to receive our gift, i was the first one in the queue and i received Princesses treatment. ((: it was an empty lane, ALOT of people were standing by the side, cheering, clapping, i feel as if im

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less than 10 sentences i spoke at home everyday. i don't know why, maybe is my own problem. or their's? i refuse to speak to them, and they always "never talk to me" but SHOUT at me. well, maybe im unwanted? HA. mind you, im not PMS`ing. its deep down from my heart. ive been keeping things to myself every now and then. i tried not to reach home before 10pm, before she goes to bed. i don't want to get nag once i reached home. i've gotten a new bag and new clothes for myself, what's wrong? she can NAG non-stop and throw a huge temper on me, then? STOP giving me daily allowance. yes, its holiday now, but i still need to take my lunch and food right? holiday = NO ALLOWANCE? what's wrong?! i really don't know what to say, he's your son, and im your daughter too. but WHY is this the outcome? well, all i look for is to be capable of living myself. and yes, i will leave. its seems meaningless for me to stay here too. what for? something for all of you

(: study study study. LAST lap! and its... HOLIDAY (: i can't wait for this holiday, shop, play, sleepovers, ect ect! (: oh man, i seems like im having holiday already. hhaa. but nope, ive not forgotten tomorrow's REBUS test. i suddenly feel great. i dunno why. maybe serious PMS? HAHA. well, juz got a news from my dad. his cousin in *China is sending her daughter to Singapore to study. well, good or bad news to me? my mom called her to STAY IN OUR HOUSE. since we've got a extra room (its my room, but i nvr sleep alone. HAHA. wat, people scare cannot ah?!) and we can spare one room for her. so she won't feel outcast or wad. one positive thingy, i might have a "sister" to hang out with.. but.. as many of you all know, i nvr like people from *. however, everything haven decide yet. HOPE NOT. LOL. oh yah, she wants to go Shatec for Hospitality. who cares, they've got PLENTY of money. but, if she really come, i'll TRY to be nice to them. HAHA. i suddenly wa

since after poly term starts, i realised that the time is really going VERY fast. the first holiday is coming :) term test is finishing. 8th week of school, pass like no body's business. but im sooo glad, that im not drifting apart with my buddys. we're going to have a sleepover at jordan's house again this friday! (: but ive got work at 10-6 on sat. SIAN. perhaps i'll join them on sunday? AHA. and.... i went study with Evelyn at Tampines Library yesterday. although we talk every after 2 lecture, i still manage to finish everything (: we went SHOPPING at bugis after that. bought a pair of similar tees from outfitters girls (: and a new leach for XueEr. well welll welllll.. i still need to get slippers, bag, shorts, earrings and necklace! LOL. (: tomorrow's REBUS (Real Estate Business) test. my nightmare. never had any quiz before. sigh.. im working hard. i don't want to fail and repeat this module! ): going library again but alone today (: hope i can manage to m

Maths today.. well, everything was alright :) questions are quite easy though. HAHA. my nightmare will be here soon. FACOM and REBUS. im blooooody weak in these two modules! argh.. anyway, i lack of things to blog these few days. :( Test test and still Test! Friday outing, i don't know whether i can go or not. :( got to work on Sat. =( im saving my money for korea trip with my aunt next year. eh, i feel im sooooo random. sorry, nth special for me to blog =(

meet evelyn this afternoon and went to TP to hand in my project and collect my EZ link card =) meet minmin too and three of us went Parkway. =) it was a loonngg looonnngg time ago when the three of us hang out together. it was GREAT today =) did alot of catch up and talk non-stop. well, don't you think its weird? how come three of us can get along so well despite of different class and CCAs. HAHA. i guess muz really thanks the 12 days and OBBD. =) i missed the fun really. OBBD really brought us together. i remember, Evelyn was a very stubborn girl to me. but i never "don't like" her. HAHA. in the end, we ended up bestfriend. honestly, i don't quite like minmin from the start. HAAH. it was when she's in sec one.. as i said, it was then. but now? LOL =) my sliming scheme kakis! lol! i talked to HIM everynight =) i told HIM what i wish for. and i hope HE do hear me =) AMEN.